Purely Your Imagination

Its been a long long time since I last blog. Perhaps this shall be my re-discovered place to vent all my frustrations and dissatisfaction. Life as it is with its ups and downs, with uni and work. Uni is super tiring, with never ending quiz, test, assignments, read ups =X It is something totally different from Poly life as it always on the go - before you are done with somthing, something else is awaiting you :[ Thankfully, I met a bunch of sweeties in class that makes uni life a lot better! Thanks babe! ((:

It's really sad and demoralizing when you are trying hard but everything not just remain the same; but in fact became from bad to worst. The feeling of not being appreciated is so over-whelming that I just feel like giving up. I've came up with a decision: This time I'll let go when the time is right...When I find the right one...

And I should seriously stop being such a spendthrift. ARGH! I've been spending too much lately :/ I will start saving up, so that I can go for a trip an escape. An island, far far away, somewhere without any worries. How I wish that its holidays now, because I really need to go on a vacation NOW! As in NOW!!!

RAH! I've been rather crappy lately, no idea whats up with me either. I seriously hope for everything to come back in place and change for the better soon. I realised that I get very tired, restless and drained out super easily recently =X Is it the 8am lessons? or is it work? Sigh! I no longer think positive, because all that I always believe and hope for always end up to be so disappointing. I no longer have faith and no longer dare to hope for anything.

Saturday, September 18, 2010 at 3:19 AM

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HAPPY 16 MONTH-SARY!!! (:

Hello world! I just realized that I've haven't been blogging for a long long while =X so just a short post to start of the blogging momentum. Life and its ups and downs as usual. But today is a happy day! WHEE!

HAPPY 1 YEAR 4 MONTH-SARY DEAREST BABY HUBBY! Thanks for loving me and withstanding all my nonsense. HAHA! xD Love you lots!

Loves ((:

Sunday, June 20, 2010 at 8:36 PM

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------------------------------------------REBORN of blog--------------------------------------
*cough cough* - clears away cobwebs and dust accumulated. I have totally no idea what has gotten into me today, but somehow i just feel like blogging. HAHA! This is totally random and unexpected.

Firstly, i shall introduce a new family member, Coffee boy boy to all those who has yet to hear about him or see him.

TA-DA! Isn't he lovely!!! This sweet little rascal his brought lots of fun and joy. Love it to bits! xD

There are lots of things that I want to do but it never gets done. I shall name all of them now and try and see what gets done.

To-do List:

-Thailand Trip

-Laos Overseas School Trip

- Macau Trip with Baby is Loves! xD

- Photo Trip (hearts lomography; toy cameras! xD)

- Kite-flying

- Baby's valentine's gift & 1 year anniversary present

Labels: blog reborn

Thursday, February 04, 2010 at 6:17 AM

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WHEE! just came back from a short trip overseas with baby ((: it was a memorable and enjoyable trip, though it was kind of short. but its alright, we shall go back soon sometime k xD

i was blog-hopping around and i came across nana's blog and was asked to do this quiz ((: oh mamn! christina nana aw! i miss you girl! let's meet up real soon alright! xD

TEN ARE YOUS
1. Are you single - technically no
2. Are you happy - yes of course!
3 Are you bored - yeah considerably bored =X
4. Are you fair - nope
5. Are you Italian - no
6. Are you intelligent - nah
7. Are you honest - depends on individual
8. Are you nice - yes of course, but thats if i'm being treated nicely too xD
9. Are you Irish - no
10. Are you Asian - yes

TEN FACTS
1. Full name - Xu Qing Ling
2. Nickname - qing
3. Birthplace - Singapore
4. Haircolour - supposedly purplish red, but faded to reddish brown
5. Natural hair style - no idea
6. Eyecolour - black
7. Birthday - 2nd November 1990
8.Mood - bored out
9. Favourite colour - black, grey, white, pink and purple
10. One place you'd like to visit - Paris for honeymoon ((:

Ten things about your love life
1. Have you been in love? - yes
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? - nah not exactly
3. Do you currently have a crush? - nopes
4. Have you been emotionally hurt? - yeah i suppose
5. Have you broken someone's heart? - errrrr i think so :/
6. Have you ever had your heart broken? - yeah i guess so
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them? - nope
8. Are you afraid of commitment? - not really, but it depends on the kind of commitment
9. Who was the last person you hugged? - baby dearest (:
10. Who was the last person you said 'I love you' to? - baby dearest xD

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or Lust - lust
2. Hard liquor or Beer - hard liquor
3. Cats or Dogs - dogs
4. A few best friends or Many regular friends - a few best friends
5. Creamy or Crunchy - creamy
6. Pencil or Pen - pen
7. Wild night out or Romantic night in - romantic night in
8. Money or Happiness - hmmmm all of the above?
9. Night or Day - night!
10. IM or Phone - phone

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out? - nopes. do i even need to sneak out?
2. Seen a polar bear? - haha yeah
3. Done something you regret? - yeaps
4. Bungee jumped? - nods, but i would like to try
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor? - not that i know of
6. Finished an entired jaw breaker? - what's that..?
7. Been caught naked? - nah
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back? - nopes
9. Cried because you lost a pet? - yeaps
10. Wanted to disappear? - nopes not exactly

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd? - yeah a couple of times
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour? - yeaps in fact all the time
3. Ever tried walking on your hands? - nopes. not when i've got legs...
4. Ever been to a rock concert? - yeaps
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team? - nopes
6. Ever been on a dance team? - not exactly bah
7. Ever been on a sports team? - nods!!! kayak racing team
8. Ever been in a drama play/production? - nah
9. Ever own a BMW, Mercedes, Escalade, Hummer or Bently? - nopes perhaps someday
10. Ever been on a rap video? - nopes

TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - baby dearest (:
2. Last person you hugged - repeated question yeah. refer to answer above
3. Last person you hung out with - baby dearest (:
4. Last time you worked - 5th March 2009
5. Last person you talked to - baby dearest (:
6. Last person you IM'd - never tried before
7. Last person you texted - liza
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - baby dearest (:
9. Last thing/person you missed - all my beloved friends and kayak peeps!!! ((:
10. Last website visited - christina's blog

Thursday, March 05, 2009 at 5:47 PM

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sorry readers for not blogging for years... ...cause i kind of forgotten about the existence of the blog just like how i've been conveniently forgotten of my existence. well, anyway life hasn't been exactly great recently. life is a lot more hectic i would say, as it basically revolves around school, cca, work, learn driving, dance classes. yeah thats about it.

quite a number of retarded thing happened, inclusive silly classic ones and disheartening ones. haha! i don't think i should elaborate on them. you know you know, i know i know jiu okay le. sorry friends for not joining in for outings cause i wasn't really in the mood lately. and i didn't wanted the emo disease to go around spreading, therefore i gave a miss to the outing the other day. but no worries, one thing for sure i'll be back! xD

Promise

Love me. Hug me. Remember me. Promise?
Call my name. Be my friend. Don't leave me. Promise?
Don't hurt me. Protect me. Comfort me. Promise?
Don't turn your back on me. Don't ignore me. Be happy for me. Promise?
Move on without me. Forget me. Be happy even if it hurts me. Promise?
Let go of me. Fall in love again. Don't come back for me... Promise?

> everything is just a beatifully fabricated lies of yours; i never want to induldge in your lies no more.
>> give me a break! set me free; set me free so that i can soar like an eagle
>>>cherish what you have now for it may not be there forever...
>>>>remember today's happiness and forget yesterday's sorrows...
>>>>>the day i fall for u is the day i lose myself

((:

Sunday, January 18, 2009 at 9:00 AM

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here to revive my dead blog...it has been a tragic week mamn seriously. shall blog on the details again soon.

this week is sure to be a hectic week, due to work, project meeting, training, outing and xmas celebrations! whee! (:

Sunday, December 21, 2008 at 7:05 PM

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WHEE! TERM TEST IS OVER! sorry people, i'm really dead sorry about it. i KO-ed the moment i reached home. cause i haven't been getting enough sleep from monday to fri =X argh! i feel so bad can. i woke up at 7 plus am in the morning the very next day ):

sorry classmates for missing the movie outing yesterday afternoon :/ and on top of that. i'm really dead sorry piglet, for missing the phuture session last night. dui bu qi! i woke up at 7 plus am and immediately chiong and wanted to prepare to meet u all, cause i thought it was 7 plus pm. i woke up and my mum was like you going for kayaking today..? then i huh, no lar i going kayak tmr. then she was like i thought your kayak is every sat. now is sat eh. jian de lar! how more pig could i be mamn. utterly disappointed in myself :/

FMF, LGACS, EAUD papers were all okay, except for BCM. cause i cui to the max for BCM can. plus it was damn pangseh lor. cause i couldn't locate the classroom i was supposed to be in. roar! because i'm the only retard taking BCM in that pathetic classroom. started the papers late and ended it early =X

Friday, December 12, 2008 at 3:25 PM

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