-unspoken truth of fallen angel-

2010-09-18T03:19:00.000-07:00

Its been a long long time since I last blog. Perhaps this shall be my re-discovered place to vent all my frustrations and dissatisfaction. Life as it is with its ups and downs, with uni and work. Uni is super tiring, with never ending quiz, test, assignments, read ups =X It is something totally different from Poly life as it always on the go - before you are done with somthing, something else is awaiting you :[ Thankfully, I met a bunch of sweeties in class that makes uni life a lot better! Thanks babe! ((:

It's really sad and demoralizing when you are trying hard but everything not just remain the same; but in fact became from bad to worst. The feeling of not being appreciated is so over-whelming that I just feel like giving up. I've came up with a decision: This time I'll let go when the time is right...When I find the right one...

And I should seriously stop being such a spendthrift. ARGH! I've been spending too much lately :/ I will start saving up, so that I can go for a trip an escape. An island, far far away, somewhere without any worries. How I wish that its holidays now, because I really need to go on a vacation NOW! As in NOW!!!

RAH! I've been rather crappy lately, no idea whats up with me either. I seriously hope for everything to come back in place and change for the better soon. I realised that I get very tired, restless and drained out super easily recently =X Is it the 8am lessons? or is it work? Sigh! I no longer think positive, because all that I always believe and hope for always end up to be so disappointing. I no longer have faith and no longer dare to hope for anything.

HAPPY 16 MONTH-SARY!!! (:

2010-06-20T20:36:00.000-07:00

Hello world! I just realized that I've haven't been blogging for a long long while =X so just a short post to start of the blogging momentum. Life and its ups and downs as usual. But today is a happy day! WHEE!

HAPPY 1 YEAR 4 MONTH-SARY DEAREST BABY HUBBY! Thanks for loving me and withstanding all my nonsense. HAHA! xD Love you lots!

Loves ((:

2010-02-04T06:17:00.000-08:00

------------------------------------------REBORN of blog--------------------------------------
*cough cough* - clears away cobwebs and dust accumulated. I have totally no idea what has gotten into me today, but somehow i just feel like blogging. HAHA! This is totally random and unexpected.

Firstly, i shall introduce a new family member, Coffee boy boy to all those who has yet to hear about him or see him.

TA-DA! Isn't he lovely!!! This sweet little rascal his brought lots of fun and joy. Love it to bits! xD

There are lots of things that I want to do but it never gets done. I shall name all of them now and try and see what gets done.

To-do List:

-Thailand Trip

-Laos Overseas School Trip

- Macau Trip with Baby is Loves! xD

- Photo Trip (hearts lomography; toy cameras! xD)

- Kite-flying

- Baby's valentine's gift & 1 year anniversary present

2009-03-05T17:47:00.000-08:00

WHEE! just came back from a short trip overseas with baby ((: it was a memorable and enjoyable trip, though it was kind of short. but its alright, we shall go back soon sometime k xD

i was blog-hopping around and i came across nana's blog and was asked to do this quiz ((: oh mamn! christina nana aw! i miss you girl! let's meet up real soon alright! xD

TEN ARE YOUS
1. Are you single - technically no
2. Are you happy - yes of course!
3 Are you bored - yeah considerably bored =X
4. Are you fair - nope
5. Are you Italian - no
6. Are you intelligent - nah
7. Are you honest - depends on individual
8. Are you nice - yes of course, but thats if i'm being treated nicely too xD
9. Are you Irish - no
10. Are you Asian - yes

TEN FACTS
1. Full name - Xu Qing Ling
2. Nickname - qing
3. Birthplace - Singapore
4. Haircolour - supposedly purplish red, but faded to reddish brown
5. Natural hair style - no idea
6. Eyecolour - black
7. Birthday - 2nd November 1990
8.Mood - bored out
9. Favourite colour - black, grey, white, pink and purple
10. One place you'd like to visit - Paris for honeymoon ((:

Ten things about your love life
1. Have you been in love? - yes
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? - nah not exactly
3. Do you currently have a crush? - nopes
4. Have you been emotionally hurt? - yeah i suppose
5. Have you broken someone's heart? - errrrr i think so :/
6. Have you ever had your heart broken? - yeah i guess so
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them? - nope
8. Are you afraid of commitment? - not really, but it depends on the kind of commitment
9. Who was the last person you hugged? - baby dearest (:
10. Who was the last person you said 'I love you' to? - baby dearest xD

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or Lust - lust
2. Hard liquor or Beer - hard liquor
3. Cats or Dogs - dogs
4. A few best friends or Many regular friends - a few best friends
5. Creamy or Crunchy - creamy
6. Pencil or Pen - pen
7. Wild night out or Romantic night in - romantic night in
8. Money or Happiness - hmmmm all of the above?
9. Night or Day - night!
10. IM or Phone - phone

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out? - nopes. do i even need to sneak out?
2. Seen a polar bear? - haha yeah
3. Done something you regret? - yeaps
4. Bungee jumped? - nods, but i would like to try
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor? - not that i know of
6. Finished an entired jaw breaker? - what's that..?
7. Been caught naked? - nah
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back? - nopes
9. Cried because you lost a pet? - yeaps
10. Wanted to disappear? - nopes not exactly

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd? - yeah a couple of times
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour? - yeaps in fact all the time
3. Ever tried walking on your hands? - nopes. not when i've got legs...
4. Ever been to a rock concert? - yeaps
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team? - nopes
6. Ever been on a dance team? - not exactly bah
7. Ever been on a sports team? - nods!!! kayak racing team
8. Ever been in a drama play/production? - nah
9. Ever own a BMW, Mercedes, Escalade, Hummer or Bently? - nopes perhaps someday
10. Ever been on a rap video? - nopes

TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - baby dearest (:
2. Last person you hugged - repeated question yeah. refer to answer above
3. Last person you hung out with - baby dearest (:
4. Last time you worked - 5th March 2009
5. Last person you talked to - baby dearest (:
6. Last person you IM'd - never tried before
7. Last person you texted - liza
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - baby dearest (:
9. Last thing/person you missed - all my beloved friends and kayak peeps!!! ((:
10. Last website visited - christina's blog

2009-01-18T09:00:00.000-08:00

sorry readers for not blogging for years... ...cause i kind of forgotten about the existence of the blog just like how i've been conveniently forgotten of my existence. well, anyway life hasn't been exactly great recently. life is a lot more hectic i would say, as it basically revolves around school, cca, work, learn driving, dance classes. yeah thats about it.

quite a number of retarded thing happened, inclusive silly classic ones and disheartening ones. haha! i don't think i should elaborate on them. you know you know, i know i know jiu okay le. sorry friends for not joining in for outings cause i wasn't really in the mood lately. and i didn't wanted the emo disease to go around spreading, therefore i gave a miss to the outing the other day. but no worries, one thing for sure i'll be back! xD

Promise

Love me. Hug me. Remember me. Promise?
Call my name. Be my friend. Don't leave me. Promise?
Don't hurt me. Protect me. Comfort me. Promise?
Don't turn your back on me. Don't ignore me. Be happy for me. Promise?
Move on without me. Forget me. Be happy even if it hurts me. Promise?
Let go of me. Fall in love again. Don't come back for me... Promise?

> everything is just a beatifully fabricated lies of yours; i never want to induldge in your lies no more.
>> give me a break! set me free; set me free so that i can soar like an eagle
>>>cherish what you have now for it may not be there forever...
>>>>remember today's happiness and forget yesterday's sorrows...
>>>>>the day i fall for u is the day i lose myself

((:

2008-12-21T19:05:00.000-08:00

here to revive my dead blog...it has been a tragic week mamn seriously. shall blog on the details again soon.

this week is sure to be a hectic week, due to work, project meeting, training, outing and xmas celebrations! whee! (:

2008-12-12T15:25:00.000-08:00

WHEE! TERM TEST IS OVER! sorry people, i'm really dead sorry about it. i KO-ed the moment i reached home. cause i haven't been getting enough sleep from monday to fri =X argh! i feel so bad can. i woke up at 7 plus am in the morning the very next day ):

sorry classmates for missing the movie outing yesterday afternoon :/ and on top of that. i'm really dead sorry piglet, for missing the phuture session last night. dui bu qi! i woke up at 7 plus am and immediately chiong and wanted to prepare to meet u all, cause i thought it was 7 plus pm. i woke up and my mum was like you going for kayaking today..? then i huh, no lar i going kayak tmr. then she was like i thought your kayak is every sat. now is sat eh. jian de lar! how more pig could i be mamn. utterly disappointed in myself :/

FMF, LGACS, EAUD papers were all okay, except for BCM. cause i cui to the max for BCM can. plus it was damn pangseh lor. cause i couldn't locate the classroom i was supposed to be in. roar! because i'm the only retard taking BCM in that pathetic classroom. started the papers late and ended it early =X

2008-11-23T06:12:00.000-08:00

SATURDAY:
roar! can you imagine... ...my purple contacts lenses died on me on the 3rd day of usage. it literatelly broke into 2 pieces in my eyes. totally had no idea, how on earth did it happened but yeah it just did. therefore, my brother had to send me back home again so taht i can change into another pair. oh mamn, seriously what a way to start a day mamn ):

decided to attend my step-grandmother's cremation at mandai there before going for my kayak training. yeah, and i was late for my training. i reached there at about 1pm and they just finished their reservoir run when i reached there. sigh! i feel so guilty for not running. whee! after that was water training. damn happy can, i can do submarine on 1 pathetic side on my own le. still in the midst of learning the recovery thingy. gosh, but i really learn damn slow can. i'm so disappointed in myself. lols. training ended rather early that day, it ended at about 3pm. washed up and went opposite for lunch/ dinner. headed down to work after that, was working 6.30pm that day.

okay, i'm dead pissed. shan't go into the details. some people would have already know what traigc thing happened. but yeah oh well, i'm just gonna see how it goes. so much so that hopes are so high up and the very next moment it felt as though you fell from level 2 to basement 2. whatever it is, for a matter of fact i culdn't more be bothered anymore. because some things are just not worth your time and effort. bloody hell, f*ck off scammers, i just feel so cheated. damn it! :/ however, from another point of view, it just means that i'll have more time for myself and that i can do stunts and all of us can have lots of fun together yeah. let's just wait and see bah!

went out with trevis, long, ot, brandon and yu xin after work. chilled out and random-ed around at town. went tcc to slack after dinner at pasta mania. we took quite a number of pictures too! haha! xD woots! the christmas decorations this year is really fabulous, a lot better than the previous years i would say. wow! and oh ya we saw damn a lot of nice rich family's car parked in their bungalows at the estate there. oh my tian! super duper ultra rich, rich beyond words can describe. after that was home sweet home! ((:

SUNDAY:
woke up at 8am this morning, prepared and left house to meet liza at habourfront mrt station for our individual assignment field trip. took sentosa express and travelled to sentosa, after that we changed to the bus to the fort siloso station. we went for the 11am's guided tour session. it was really a fun and enjoyable experience. learnt quite a number of stuff today, for example we learnt how to distinguish between the real and replica guns and we also got to know more about the singapore's history. took super duper ultra a lot of picture as as we go from point to point. i think we were really worst then the tourist can. opps! =X

after that, i got a ride from liza's parents from habourfront down to the central to meet choon teck, jing yi and kok yong for christmas tree decoration competition. seriously speaking, this is the very first time i'm decorating a christmas tree can after 18 years of my life. don't laugh k! because i know that i'm not the only one. haha! i simply love our creation of christmas tree can! the cLICK tree, rock on mamn! ((: after that, we had our dinner at subway and they accompanied me to bugis to get the bag that i wanted badly! hooray!

treat others the way you want others to treat you.

2008-11-21T07:05:00.000-08:00

sigh!~ the datelines for assignments are approaching and the worst thing is that i haven't started working at it. gosh, this sucks big time mamn. and life was rather hectic too, i miss going out with my friends. let's find a time and go out soon alright. i guess now, we're all just too busy with school and yeah some with driving. whee! but i'll get to meet toot-dler, jian de and turtle tomorrow! isn't it cool that cca can actually be a bonding session for us too. smiles! xD

on the 17th of november, my step-grandmother just passed on at the age of 80 plus. i wasn't informed about it until i got home that night. she had diabetes and is senile for a number of years. she was admitted to tan tock seng hospital from deepavali till the day she left us and had to undergo amputation of one side of her leg. unfortunately, not long after the amputation her life gave way. no matter what you'll always have a place in our heart. may you rest in peace.

kiki, our beloved lovebird went mysteriously missing yesterday afternoon. my dad spent an hour trying to search for it but in no vain. this pair of lovebirds are so tame and discipline that they are given the freedom to roam around the house and will go back to their cage when it's late or raining etc. so cute right. but it is super sad lar, cause kiki and koko (the pair of lovebirds) had brought so much joy and fun to us. now that, kiki is missing koko is not longer as cheerful and active as usual. its amazing that birds actually do have feelings yeah. let's just hope that kiki is just lost and that it'll find its way back home soon.

attended the wake after doing my cds project thingy. had mos burger for lunch, was super duper hungry lar. after that, i accompanied polar to novena to purchase her $150 worth of cotton on uniform. headed down to ubi there to attend the wake. i asked my mum to help me bring along my labtop and i managed to do a bit of work at the wake. i actually went to tap on other pple's wireless connection. opp-sy! =X

2008-11-13T08:04:00.000-08:00

with effect from today onwards, i shall start focusing and put my priorities right. i will have to start planning my time properly and learn how to maximise the use of my time. i'm certain to say that this semester isn't going to be an easy one. as it well all be about balancing between school, projects, cca, work and outing with my beloved friends. sigh! i'm not sure if i'll be able to cope, but i'll try my best de! i can do it! xD

hereby i officially declare that im sick =X but no worries, im sure i'll be well in no time. yeah, to my beloved friends out there. i will take care and not overtire myself de! thanks for the concern! ((:

oh mamn, i just realised that i haven't been as studious this week. skipped several lectures in the morning be it intentionally or unintentionally. okay, i'll make sure i attend all my lectures for the upcoming week. haha!

went for OTC/OTW interview today. made 3 trips to the lounge before being surveyed. lols anyway, i doubt that i'll get it so yeah. bus-ed down to pasir ris with zaza and went fion mother's shop and bought several cute stuff. i bought like keyboard sticker for my lappy, the little black book and stickers! all thanks to the irritating scam-er lar. haha! after that, we went for a haircut. yeah yay! damn happy can. i feel so much more refreshed after the haircut. sigh, but i feel abit bad eh, cause i think the hairdresser accidentally cut his hand while cutting my hair =X

2008-11-11T08:29:00.000-08:00

it has been a long long long long time since i last blogged lar. i've been constantly reminded myself to get down to blogging but eventually i never did. so thus here i am blogging.

today was land training. hmmmm i would say that it was rather fun, apart from the running part lar. we started off was stretching exercises, then warm up of 2 rounds around the track. and 1 round of 400m, 2 of 200m and 4 of 100m with a interval of 1 min or so in between each round. wah it was dead tiring can. its like somewhere halfway thru i felt like throwing up with abit of headache. next was some abs workout of holding for 1 min in some position. followed by push ups and then inclined pull up (2 sets of 20), lifting of log (3 sets of 15), twisting of the upper body with medicine ball and lastly leg lift. it was indeed a full body workout can. my whole body ached right after that. but i was super hyper and felt even more energetic after the training. haha! ((:

and yeah i didn't work today cause of the training lar. but its alright, just that it was rather last minute. thanks shortie for the doughnuts! loves! ((:

thanks toot-dler too, for accompanying me and escorting me home. rock on mamn, best friend!

2008-10-23T09:57:00.000-07:00

i had a dream...a song to sing...to get me out of reality...i believe in angels...lols. its amazing, i've got a super beautiful dream last night. wohooooooo! i'm like damn happy can. i even woke up finding myself smiling ever so widely. haha! okay this may sound spastic, but yeah. i suppose dreams are good in the aspect that perhaps some things that do that happen in reality, it would be good enough to have it in dreams. but sad to say, the dream didn't manage to continue =X hope that it will continue tonight. *grins*

was posted to Plaza Singapura's Cotton On Body yesterday, cause i was on standby. sigh! super irritating can. had to run the shop alone after the full-timer left. oh mamn, it was hell; lot of fun mamn. was asked to do closing myself, and like i totally don't know nuts about closing can. plus like i've never worked at PS before. and i'm not from cotton on body, so its like a totally new environment that i need to adapt. but basically i guess, it was fun experience to learn looking after the shop alone. the full-timer forgot to pass me the key. so in the end she had to make a trip down, so whee i didn't need to do closing myself. but it was certainly tiring can, i feel like super drained out after work =X

initially intended to pontang lessons for today, but haiz in the end had to make a trip back to school cause last minute there was tutorial. this seriously suck mamn. i feel so cheated :/ and the thing was tutorial was at 11am, and i only got to know about it like at 10.50am. wow, like thanks arh fly down also cannot make it in time can. lols. anyway, chiong and prepare for school and dad gave me a lift to school. reached school and lessons just nice ended. so practically i went to school today just for lunch at bistro walk. siao de, luckily i didn't waste $ and cab to school can. phew!

HAHA! oh ya, i might have a cca soon. joined tp's kayak racing team together with jing yi, choon teck and tekai. reason being, i think that i should join a cca to keep myself more occupied and be fit. lols. and also i think that kayaking is like super duper ultra FUN can. its like my latest addiction ((: hope that through this can learn and brush up more on my paddling skills. not sure if i would be able to take the training, cause from what i heard its not going to be easy. but well, no harm just give a try. shall see how it goes, but i'm rather excited about it de xD

argh! my eyecandy is just so so so cute lar. though i like never get to see him for like don't know how long le. but hope that i'll get to see him soon! *grins*

2008-10-21T08:42:00.000-07:00

((:

2008-10-17T12:49:00.000-07:00

can you believe it, i'm back here blogging like just shortly after my previous post. feeling somehow or rather quite emotional all of the sudden. ignore this post as its gonna be a post full of rantings and super weird stuff.

sigh! i can't sleep and the feeling just simply sucks. its like 3.52am now and i'm still awake here. and my beloved clique-ys are sound asleep, none of them are online for me to disturb. neither do i feel like waking any of them up at this kind of wee hours in the morning. so thus, i've decided to try blogging and see if it helps =X

perhaps that's something that you will never ever know, but the truth is that by doing so it actually does hurt. but on the other hand, i can't seem to do anything to help. is it me that is too sensitive, or is it something that i should try getting used to..? because i'm really not used to it can, like totally. okay whatever it is, things are getting just a little complicated. and i don't think its gonna be any better in the short term. well, it all depends on fate now. because there's simply nothing much that can be done at this point of time.

sometimes life just dread so much so that i just hate it. hate it so, so much to the extend that i feel like giving up. i'm simply sick and tired of everything. how i wish all the tragic happenings will come to a stop soon, soon enough. because this is probably just too much, too much for me.

is it really so difficult to lead a life, a life of simplicity. wouldn't life be great if it was that way.

no worries people, i'm fine. as i said, this is just a totally random post full of rants and a post highly advisable to be ignored.

2008-10-17T11:44:00.000-07:00

sigh! its exactly 2 more days before school reopen. like super duper sian lar, all of the sudden the school holidays felt so short. and yeah the timetable sucks can, and i've totally no idea what the school is doing can. i wasn't offered any CDS lar. this sucks to the max. haiz, shall apply for one with school reopens =X

was being lent to Wisma's Cotton On on thursday, it was my first time working there. i would say its quite okay lar, apart from their strict rules and regulations. it was rather boring, cause there wasn't much staff to crap around with and there wasn't much customers that day either. yeah but it was a relatively good experience i would say. after work, i headed down to suntec city's bakerzin to look for best friend. haha! waited for him till closing. sigh! i suppose that will be the very last time i will wait for him le bah. tragically tragic leh, sort of regretted waiting for him that day sia. you know you know, i know i know.

worked at Parkway's Cotton On Body today. haha! not too bad, it was fun. in the midst of mastering how to hang those super lacy undergarments, which is quite a challenge. but in the meanwhile i also learnt quite a few things which wasn't taught at Cotton t On Adults. quite cool, but still Cotton On Parkway still rocks! haha! ended work today about 8.30pm, and went to Cotton On to disturb them. can you believe it, i actually miss working there can. cause i haven't been working there for quite some time. haha! so i willingly volunteered to free labour while waiting for them to finish closing. after that, me, zhi ling and shermaine we headed down to simpang bedok for supper! woots! cheese fries there is superb mamn, my lastest addiction ((:

2008-10-15T08:04:00.000-07:00

yeah yay! i managed to get through the 2 star course! hooray! haha but i think the instructor must be in a super big dilemma whether to let my pass not. but i rest assured that i will practice more and live up to their expectations de. qing i believe you is can de! jia you!

FDM BBQ was rather fun, though not a lot of people attended. there were like plenty of food left and no one wants to bring them back. so in the end i called my late night friend, trevis and jared and they came down to east coast. haha thanks a lot! cause by 3 plus am all the others were like making plans to leave already. therefore, the bbq was left with the 3 of us. cui lor, the charcoal's quality is those not good de, then the fire super duper small can. k lar, we slacked there and waited for the food to be cooked and left at about 6am. omg, i like super touched can. really must salute jared can, cause he actually came down despite his injuries =X

met up with christina on monday, we went to town and did a bit of catching up. haven't met for quite some time. collected the threadless tee from her too, its super cute lar! I LIKE!!! haha! always enjoyed going out with nana, every outing spells fun! though we don't get to meet each other often, but nevertheless we never fail to relate back to each other! nothing but tons of random-ing and camwhoring moments spent together! we walked around far east to search for clip on hair, cause my super irritating hair lar take like years to grow out can. but its alright, cause it doesn't matter anymore. didn't expect that thing to be so fun. more hairstyles to come, exploring in process ((:

kenna conned by toot-dler to suntec's bakerzin. haha! so i decided to jio jian de along too. she say i keep on conning her, but i never. you know de, its not me. there's a mastermind behind me. opp-sy! =X whee! free treat by the mastermind, we shared a meal and a desert. omg lar, the desert is stupidly nice can. it was some warm chocolate thingy. yum yum!

outing with nana is always LOVED! xD

tuesday was FDM Workshop, which was somewhat very similar to amazing race. there was a total of 5 groups, group C/ 4 rocks mamn! we were the only all girls group, haha! in the being we were one of the leading teams lar, but in the end we cui diao. sigh! haiz don't say le. we started off from school and had to complete a total of 8 stations. ended the whole thing at vivo city. i would say it was quite a success, apart from the 2nd last station. haiyo, really cannot make it lor. the henderson arc and henderson wave thingy. the retarded bridge that we came from the wrong side. in the end we had to go all the way back to the starting point and then back to the end point. roar! but i had to left for work, so i left when we reach the starting point. at the end of the day, my leg was pain like crazy. cause the stupid shoes lar, eveytime liddat de ):

rotted away my wednesday, sigh damn sad sia. my rollerblade cui diao. haiz, its alright lar. i intend to get a better one this time round. haha! went to changi village and had dinner, too bad we didn't manage to see any bapok in action. probably they are having their off day bah. haha!

working at wisma's cotton on outlet tomorrow. hope that it'll be fun, first time going there to work. just hope that there wuldn't be much crowd, cause i heard that the outlet is forever busy de. haha!

2008-10-11T09:03:00.000-07:00

omg! i'm loving it! the sea simply rocks can. went for expedition from changi beach to loyang point today! the sea breeze and crashing waves were like so cool lar. enjoyed the whole expedition and yeah not to forget our mini picnic session. might be thinking of going for 3 star course, but i definitely not a lot more practice and it also depends if i manage to get through the 2 star course. jia you team, i believe all of us can do it de! just a little bit more, 1 more day. seriously speaking, its rather tiring both physically and mentally to chiong our 2 star for 3 days straight eh. whee! i just can't wait for more expeditions to come! ((:

oh mamn, tomorrow i going to be yet another strenuous day. its like kayak from 10am-5pm. report to work at 6pm. then after that FDM BBQ after work at east coast park. all the best to me, just hope that i won't cui apart too quickly. haha!

till then, don't be shocked when anyone of u pple see my the next time alright. cause like i'm even more tanned now lar. sigh! i guess i shall go get a tube of SPF 55 sunblock, if that damn thing even works. because i've got a feeling it doesn't really help much can =X

2008-10-06T09:47:00.000-07:00

hey readers! i'm back here to revive and inject some life into my blog. its been rather stagnant since like don't know when. shall post some photos that was accumulated over the weeks; chalet, fire trip and night at timbre ((:

toot-dler, THE BIRTHDAY BOY! which turned 18 on the 23rd of September 2008 xD

(with bday cake specially made by mr liu) haha!

though this post is rather late, but yeah hope that you had fun and enjoyed your 18th birthday! smiles! xD

PS: do take care of your birthday present yeah. *cough coughs*

night after drinking session at timbre @ substation ((:

rather cool place to chill out with friends. and the pizza there is nice too. especially pizza with snow toppings yeah. HAHA!

3D 2N chalet @ Costa Sands in celebration of toot-dler's 18th birthday ((:

hokkien gang simply rocks! though we may not meet up as often, but no matter what our hearts unite as one. and never ever will we cui apart! cheers!

Fire Trip to Jalan Behar Fire Station, photo taken at the rooftop.

it was a fun and enjoyable trip, with fire, smoke, bloody pictures and beautiful scenery ((:

basic first aid dressing to 4 happily injured victims. HAHA!

random shots along the way while in search for a cab which takes 5 pax.

yeah yay! going for kayak 2 star with clique this coming fri-sun. it sure gonna be hectic this time round. 3 days straight, and don't be shocked when u see me the next time. cause i'm gonna be like chao da to the max. hooray! after 2 star we can go for expedition, no longer caged and restricted to the box anymore! cheers mamn!

whee! congrats to cotton on parkway, we top the sales for suede scuff slippers and received a $500 voucher! good job mamn everybody! let's party like a rock...party like a rockstar. haha!

guess what, its the 7th of October!!! and its pay day! hooray! going to simpang with cotton on parkway peeps after work later at night! whee! cheese fries here i come. oh my gosh, i tell you the cheese fries there is stupidly nice can. i've been craving for it since yesterday. haha! sian, i'm running out of uniform to wear to work. shall get some new pieces tomorrow. and in no time my wardorbe will be filled with cotton on clothes. smiles! xD

2008-09-21T09:29:00.000-07:00

hello there! haven't been blogging lately cause recently quite busy with work and stuff. haha! not too bad lar, work was hectic but it was relatively fun ((: cause basically the people there are nice and super friendly. i enjoyed working at cotton on, but i can't wait for the sales period to end. it was like super busy, the whole shop like kena raped liddat. it was in a huge mess.

learnt how to do POS, which i enjoyed pretty much. but i did make some stupid mistakes. luckily the store manager helped me and now its settled! thanks a lot, ebel! i owe u one mamn seriously. cause there was some problem with the receipt thingy, it didn't come out after the nets transaction was approved. so i tried again, so yeah it was approved twice =X

had a 3 days 2 nights chalet with clique from mon - wed this week. then after that i head home to sleep for 2 hours before heading to work at cotton on. after work, i bus-ed down directly to MOS with jared and trevis. went there for clubbing together with sarah and choon teck. i must admit i did enjoyed myself that day as compared to the 1st time i went. this time we stayed till the end whole thing ended. i danced with a super duper cute and hot pretty face guy lar, he was from NUS and was from RI previously. omg! i simply love witty guys. yeah, we danced and he asked for my no. and say he would call me soon. the tragic thing is till now, he has yet to contact me yet. oh well, whatever! i guess can forget about it le. and i totally regretted not getting his no. too, cause my phone wasn't kept with me mah. oh ya! and thanks a lot to jared, for helping me keep a lookout of guys approaching me from the back. so that i can siam them. haha! cause i don't like to anyhow dance with other guys, unless its those that i think not bad de lar. after clubbing we cabbed home and i slept for 4 hours, before heading to work again.

and yeah, i think due to lack of sleep i'm officially declare that i'm sick! lols. hope i'll get well soon and that the hot guy will contact me soon!

2008-09-06T07:52:00.000-07:00

a super fun and well spent day together with ah bing, toot-dler, ky and liu te te:

PART I - the day kicked off by waking up super early in the morning to attend the first aid and CPR training course at Macpherson Community Centre. had quite a bit of fun with the bandages around our heads. HAHA! not until we found out from te te's cousin that the bandages were reused and unwashed for like 2 years. on the overall, it was quite an interesting course as it gives a better overview on the first aid and CPR procedures. at the end of the course, all of us were certified with a certificate. whee! super cool can!

after the course ended, we bus-ed our way to ky's house and picked up the car. and he drove us to Changi Village there for Part II of the day.

PART II - kayaking at Changi Beach; we kayaked for about 3 hours from 2pm till about 5pm or so. the waves were quite big today and the drift was very fast can. within a few mins, we unknowingly find ourselves outside the demarketed area, the red boy and yellow girl. not to forget all the fun from the capsizing and water splashes which filled our kayak with water. and the classic "tiao hai" by liu te te in our attempt to capsize him. HAHA! toot-dler was forced to being capsize a couple of times too, but i guess he enjoys it yeah. plus qing willingly capsize also, with rescuers standby-ing by the side. damn funny can. wo bu shi gu yi de. im a tragic rescuer, who goes around the rim of the victim "protecting" them. opp-sy!

after kayaking was a good meal at the Changi Village Hawker Centre, as all of us were famished after all the kayaking out in the sea. realised that there are quite a lot of good food there can. yum yum! simply irrestible!~ or is it probably due to the fact that we were all super hungry. after dinner, we happen to pass by this ice cream chef shop and we decided to drop by and have some desert. its super cool lar. fried ice cream with a choice of various top in. ah bing, ky and qing decided to leave their particulars down and see if they will contact us to work xD

PART III - slacking and tai dee session at liu te te's place. it was a rather random decision, as we didn't know where to go to. therefore we decided to drop by and slacked there since we haven't been to his house before.

home sweet home ((:

XXX END OF STORY XXX

2008-09-05T08:18:00.000-07:00

have been going out practically every single day ever since the end of exams. haha! lazying around in bed till nupoon, and hanging out with friends become somewhat of a daily routine. headed down to school to attend the programme meeting for the upcoming engineering leadership camp. as usual, we were like for an hour or so. briefly went through a dry run and have an rough idea on how the game goes. went for dinner at AJISEN at tampines mall. didn't eat much though, cause i was super full after all that snacking on tidbits and stuff.

just received my schedule to start work next sunday. which is still quite a long time before i officially start work. but okay lar, anyway coming to think of it next week will be quite packed. so yeah.

sigh! upcoming exam for Fire Safety Management Certificate (FSMC) on the 10th and 11th of September. haven't start studying for it yet. pretty sure that im gonna flunk the exam. probably just gonna read through it, and give it another attempt for the 1st retake bah. cause come on, its holidays and im totally not in the mood to get down to studying anytime soon =X

whee! CPR and first aid course tomorrow morning, followed by kayaking session at Changi. im so so looking forward to it! xD

2008-09-01T07:24:00.000-07:00

whee! a piece of good news: qing just got herself a job at cotton on. went for interview at novena's outlet 10am this morning. actually, i didn't thought that i would make it through initially. cause super a lot of people went for the interview and all of them were like super outspoken. need to make a trip down to the novena outlet again on wed for induction and after that i will start working at Parkway Parade! =D

had an outing with the ah family together. we went to orchard and then headed to IKEA for dinner and to shop around. haha! random idea of mine, cause i badly want to do something to my room, repaint, revamp, redesign, refurbish. there are quite a no. of things that i want to do this holidays.

2008-08-28T09:20:00.000-07:00

gosh mamn! my heart skipped a beat; in search of the missing phone. haha! glad to know that its in safe hands. phew! was on the way home and reached into my bag to search for my phone, but i culdn't find it. freak the hell out of me can. and i recalled the possibility of where it could have been, and realised that it could have been with crazy enormous old clever as luo bo pan tu de. so i ran home and immediately called him. thankfully, its with him. sigh! i'm phone-less from now till tomorrow after school =X

studied together with changi airport group in the afternoon, managed to clear our doubts for the calculation part and stuff. whee! after that, went to parkway McDonald's to study with piglet and toot-dler. spawchy dropped by to find us too! =D awwwwww, this marks the end of the study marathon. shall wait till next semester till then no more eating at McDonald's. haha!

JIA YOU everybody! chiong all the way for our very last paper, and after that we shall have lots and lots of fun! xD

i never knew that you still hold occupy a substanial amount in my heart. i'll probably just hide them deep down at the bottom of my heart and not attempt to dig it out again. because i'll never want to experience the sadness and heartache again. it really sucks! :( but well perhaps i'm just getting a bit too emotional.

2008-08-22T22:35:00.000-07:00

whee! 1 paper down; left with 3 more papers. okay lar, ACONHYD was alright, apart that i didn't manage to finish the paper. left with this total up thingy for the very last part for hydraulics. but okay lar, at least i did try my best to chiong through the paper. hopefully, there aren't many careless mistakes along the way :/ haha! after that, went Tampines Mall Pizza Hut to eat with liza, fion and cheryl. waited quite long before we got the seat =S

train-ed to Bedok to meet toot-dler on the train and headed down to Bugis in search for sia's birthday present. sia lar, not easy to find sia. we searched from Bugis Street to Bugis Junction and back to Bugis Street. on the 2nd attempt to Bugis Street we found a similar bag that she wanted to get, but then the size, shape and colour wasn't nice. so yeah. cui lor, i ended up shopping. bought 2 tops while searching for the present. haha! =D bumped into my cousin, and also we bumped into our secondary school friend. so we went to search for present together. haha! in the end, we headed to Marina Square, FourSkin to get the present. and we bought the floating helium balloon for her too. damn cute can. celebrated at Changing Appetite's, but we waited super longer before we managed to get seats. due to the fact that almost the whole gang turned up, so we had like 11 people.

there was fireworks yesterday but we didn't manage to see it, but we did managed to hear it. lols. damn sad can. by the time we rush out, the fireworks had already ended =X irritating lor. after dinner, we slacked at the flight of staircase opposite Esplande. bought a few bottles of alcoholic drinks and randomed around. we slacked till about 12am and we bus-ed the journey home. oh ya, i bumped into the kayaking instructor again, not sure if he still remember us, cause we didn't call him as he was on the phone. lols.

okay got to go off for study session together with clique, followed by studying with poly-ers after that =D

2008-08-21T08:37:00.000-07:00

a night to remember: studying overnight together with fion and cheryl at Downtown East McDonalds till dawn =D a night of fun and productive studying. managed to better understand ACONHYD as we helped each other and cleared our doubts for the topics we were unsure of. though, it was tedious and tiring and at times i just felt like giving up on ACONHYD. but nevertheless i believe we can do it de! jia you everyone!

reached home at about 8am and slept as soon as i reached home. super tired! i was dozing off on the bus trip back home. haha! luckily i didn't miss the stop. after that, we meet at about 4pm and continued studying for ACONHYD study session Part II. haha! went to T3 McDonalds and studied till about 8 plus pm.

oh ya! i just remembered, i witnessed a tragic accident today while i was waiting for bus at Tanah Merah MRT Station there. there was this mini van which somehow lost control and crash into the side of the MRT Station. omg lar, super scary can. super duper ultra a lot of smoke came out. i almost freaked out, and my first reaction was omg! then i immediately took out my phone and got the urge to call the ambulance or police. lols! crap right. but i didn't, cause a cyclist passing by went to help out and those MRT people also came out. so i boarded the bus and left that place.

tick tock tick tock... ... as the clock strucks 12am. wohooooo! congrats girl, you're now offically 18 years old. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH! hereby wish yer gd luck and all the best in all your future endeavours! take care! =D

2008-08-19T08:45:00.000-07:00

study week; none other then a series of study session together with clique and poly besties. HAHA! the crapping and randoming moments made the entire mugging process a lot more interesting. plus snacking on lots and lots of snacks. opp-sy! unhealthy lifestyle always occurs during the exams period.

in the search of the lost motivation; dear motivation may you come back soon. exams are just around the corner and sometimes i just find it hard to focus and get down to studying =X and this sucks totally. sigh!~ especially so as this time the tips are a lot broader then that of term test. got stupid-ly a lot of stuff that need to be memorised and the tips give weren't as specific as compared to previously :/

JIA YOU all my beloved friends! study hard and wish you pple gd luck in the upcoming exams! don't get too stressed up. and don't overburn midnight oil k. take care and be sure not to get sick alright. all the best! smiles! xD

sometimes i just can't be bothered :/

2008-08-09T11:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 43TH NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!

celebrated national day with clique over at sarah's house today. whee! there was food, food, lots of food there as her place got some mini gathering. i guess we did helped quite a bit in the clearing up of food yeah. yum yum! slacked around, played cards, watched movie, played Wii and had our mini drinking session. Absolut Vodka Red Ruby and Absolut Vodka Vanilla =D

eeyer jian de! stop it with the 8 days joke alright. its so irritating can. roar! initially we wanted to head down to esplande or go out somewhere to celebrate, but decided not to in the end. no regrets, anyway the fireworks this year isn't that great :/ slacked till about 1am and cabbed home together with toot-dler. haha! funny lor, that toot-dler actually imagine that cabbie as a pervert.

hooray! chalet for the upcoming holidays..? thinking of organising one, perhaps a 1 week one. whee! shall see how it goes bah! ((:

2008-08-02T07:53:00.000-07:00

HOORAY! sociology common test is over! i don't expect much, just hope that can pass. cause i didn't really exactly studied studied for the test :/ glad that the MCQ part was easy, apart from that the rest basically crap.

went opposite school for some food at Macdonald's and went back school for preparation of Dr Chow's farewell party. sigh!~ he'll be leaving super soon, 12th of august will be his last day at school. about 20 plus people turned up, comprising a mixture of Year 1, 2 and 3. although, he only taught us for a short period of time. but he's really a fun teacher and responsible adviser for FDM club. we'll all miss your hong kong accent. haha!

after that, bus-ed down from school to town to meet clique. did a bit random shopping together with sia. bought a few new accessories. HAHA! =D

watched The X Files: I Want to Believe at Lido. i doubt i'm going back to Lido for any future movies can. the seat is so not comfortable lar. hmmmm, as for the show i think its just average lor. not much of a suprise, it was all quite expected. and can you imagine, i actually dozed off for a few secs like twice at the beginning part of the show =X

2008-08-01T04:56:00.000-07:00

yet another hectic week. usual rushing of projects. 1 more week to endure and after that most of the projects will be over! yeah yay! sigh!~ sociology common test tomorrow, and i haven't started studying yet. die lar! just hope that i can pass the test this time round. cause i flunk the previous one super tragically can =X

rushed Space Planning like mad for the past few days. chiong SPLN at the school's lab until i receive a call from MOJOJOJO. so decided to stop doing space planning and went to catch movie. watched Money No Enough 2 at E hub together with MOJOJOJO and friends. it was quite a nice movie, funny and also touching. after that, we went to some food centre at aljunied there for supper. lols. it was fun hanging out with them, crappy and fun lot of pple =D

I MISS MY CLIQUE! guess all of us are just too overwhelmed with projects, quiz, test and upcoming exams bah! jia you! let's all meet up and study together soon k ((:

alright, i'm shall go off and start sociology-ing soon!

2008-07-30T02:13:00.000-07:00

been pig-ing around lately. seriously lor, i knock out almost immediately upon reaching home :/ yawns! quite busy with ENDLESS projects. roar!

Projects on hand:
(1) Space Planning
(2) Security and Surveillance
(3) Air-conditioning and Hydaulics
(4) Project Management
(5) Sociology
(6) IRDD assignment

can't wait for the holidays to come! =D shall plan some day and practice kayak-ing before going for 2 star award ((: till then, the focus is still on projects and the upcoming exams =X whee! there isn't any IRDD lesson tomorrow and no school on FRIDAY.

went to Tampines Mall for lunch and headed back to school. oh mamn, the portion was huge can, struggled and somehow manage to finish it with to help of an elephant. lols. all of us were dead bloated after that lar. dropped by to let our Care Person see the APEL portfolio, printed out some stuff at the staff room. slacked, revited and interviewed a few pple for FDM sub-comm. HAHA! thanks to all those who helped me in revit.

2008-07-24T09:19:00.000-07:00

the amount of projects and the level of tiredness is just so irritating. for the past few days, i've developed a super pig lifestyle, eat, eat, eat and then sleep, sleep, sleep. initially suppose to start working on projects, but always fall asleep in front of the labtop in the end. sigh!~ oh well, its only today that i managed to be slightly more awake to see the dawn breaking. lols.

roar! i'm seriously super not cut for computer stuff can. officially started typing out SECUR report, fell asleep and that dumb labtop auto-installed the windows and gone. it auto shut down and everything, without any auto-recover AT ALL. great! now i need to start from scratch again. how tiring can this be. and what's worst is that isn't the end of it. it goes like this, i was happily reviting on jeff's labtop only to realise that the file cannot be saved. all thanks to the demo mode thingy lar. roar! what the hell can. i'm so gonna make sure that all my work gets saved, or else ... ... or else i'll just got to keep on redo-ing it. and it is ultimate dumbness. i ain't going to do that!

edited FLSM powerpoint slides, FLSM presentation tomorrow. alright, off i go. i just hope that all the projects will come to an end soon.

a silent wish from me to you. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! xD

2008-07-20T08:39:00.000-07:00

KAYAK LESSONS was FUN!!! looking forward to the next lesson on saturday. the whole course was from 10am till 5pm. thankfully, the weather yesterday was not bad. apart from a bit of drizzle and a big rain when the course ended. omg lar! i can't believe it can. i suck at navigating the kayak around. i was going towards all the weird directions and approaching those weird obstacles that i should be avoiding. roar! and i was the last one for the raft up most of the time. opps! i guess i was the live entertainment for the day yeah. all the retarded things that i did, caused me to be laughed at. sad sia.

our singing in the sea, those super old back to oldies kind of songs. waves are crushing in kinda fast yesterday. and we had to pass this 50 - 100m swimming test. super tiring to swim against the currents can. was thought how to do a proper capsizing. like that is definitely the last thing i would want to do. seriously lor, phobia towards it can. yucks! that ultra salty sea water and the gush of water pressure pressing on to the nose. they also taught as different skills to move around with more ease.

after that, ky dropped me home to put my stuff before dropping me off at Tanah Merah. bus-ed to downtown and met MOJOJOJO and jared for dinner. went to eat the waffle at Gelare. yummy! walked around E hub and headed to White Sands to slack a while before heading home.

decided to give it a miss for my uncle's place, stayed at home and worked on Sociology project. whee! done with the presentation slides. crapped my way through it. hopefully it was relevant yeah. next was proceeding off to SECUR project. gosh mamn, it is definitely a tricky one. i don't quite know how to get started on it can. thanks to that Unni, who didn't explain the whole project to us properly. the subject is bad enough and he's making it worst =X

puzzled by the numerous and maybe unintended acts of yours. tell me, tell me, how am i suppose to react. the last thing i would want to do is to believe in you again. damn it! i'm definitely won't be that naive again. unless i've convinced that you've changed; changed for the better. or else ... just fark off and disappear away from my sight! as to the significant other, i guess you don't need me in your life. it's sad but its alright. let's just hope that i'll be able to forget you soon. leaving all that to fate right now =D

2008-07-18T09:04:00.000-07:00

purpose for school today was just attendance. yes, nothing else but JUST attendance. and probably an hour of IRDD lecture. seriously can, and just because of that i've to wake up like at 7am for school =X starting to dislike fridays; super early lessons which can't be afforded to be late and super early lessons end time. usually with no after school plans. this sucks mamn, cause i just don't like to head home so early. well, don't ask me why. its just me... ...

went to Junction 8 after school while waiting for liza to finish her piano lessons. after all, the feeling of shopping alone isn't that bad uh. trying to learn and adapt to independant shopping. HAHA! you never know, perhaps someday i'll probably hit the theatres alone too..? don't know why just suddenly felt the urge to go shopping. actually, its quite a nice place to shop. omg lar! naughty qing ling, spent quite a bit on shopping today. but she is pleased with her buys and is excused as she hasn't gone for shopping recently. opp-sy! bought 2 T-shirts, 1 blouse, 1 black denim skirt and 1 black vest =D set my eyes on a cap and a pink playboy jacket at 77 street. super nice can. still thinking if i should get them. probably getting a new wallet and a bag too, going shopping with ah bu next week ((:

headed to AMK hub to catch Batman: The Dark Knight together with zaza and shortie. great movie, especially with the ultra good visual effect as we were sitting at the 1st row from the screen :/ scare me can, that stupid damn joker. luckily, we went to AMK hub instead of watching other movie at J8 lor. i think we fully utilised the use of concession to the max can. hopping from one bus to another like nobody's business. and not forgeting all the funny bus encounters we had. don't siao siao arh zaza. i guess we were probably all too tired and worn out by projects.

kayak lessons tomorrow early in the morning! excited! ((:

2008-07-17T08:33:00.000-07:00

dead tired =X stayed up late to complete FLSM report this morning. whee! no longer need to worry about FLSM report le, submitted it today =D

IRDD 9am lesson, luckily i wasn't late. attendance isn't something fun to play with :/ glad that piglet didn't forget me today. HAHA! at least not when my lessons are just a glass panel away from hers. piglet, cheer up alright. everything will be fine, no worries. qing is always here upon request on a 24/7 basis =D

slacked in school for a couple of hours while waiting for the campus concert. FDM clubroom, the ultimate place to hang around. the concert was super duper zai. the queue was freaking long, it was like from TCC to as long as Short Circuit there can. argh! super duper ultra hot and cute.

after that, took 69 and had a mini drinking session with sia and toot-dler under some void deck. HAHA! tai-de and crap away till all of us were tired before heading home. yucks! the cough medicine is damn disgusting, shall try out other mixtures the next time. successful mixture of the day: Absolute Vanilla with Cream Soda =D

2008-07-16T07:10:00.000-07:00

breakfast is a good way to start the day. HAHA! but i guess that's only applicable to wednesday, cause first lesson it, haiya you know one - its ACONHYD. this is the very first time that a few of us meet for breakfast, therefore its definitely something worth blogging about. rule of the game, whoever late will treat the rest for breakfast. quite cool uh. phew! and just because of that i left my house ultra early this morning, that unpredictable bus 10 :/ it was quite a bit of a thrill involving a considerable amount of risk on the attendance.

in a reasonably happy mood today, did FLSM at the library's study room. was trapped in there for a couple of hours. sitted down and seriously did FLSM ((: it's close to completion, left with a bit of touch up here and there. and HAHA, one project down. a weird encounter at the toliet, but its cool. guess what!? i actually made friends with like 2 strangers at the toliet. random as it may seem, but it was seriously fun engaging in a conver with people you don't know =D

k, i guess i shall stop here. shall got down to project-ing.

2008-07-15T07:15:00.000-07:00

sick :/ infected by the mighty flu bug. super irritating can. roar! i wish it will go off soon. sigh!~ had Space Planning Application Test 2 today. HAHA! as usual lar, didn't manage to complete the whole thing. but managed to do some parts of it here and there. i just those stuff that i didn't do did add up to quite a bit yeah. but oh well, don't care lar. as long as i can substain a passing grade jiu good enough le. i've never have any high expectations on anything to do with revit and computer stuff. it's just so IRRITATING. amazingly this is the first time do revit won't pek chek can =D

oh no! another incoming IRDD project/ assignment to work on. sigh!~ can't wait for all the projects to come to an end. seriously, its like one after another, and another after another. it's just out to drive us crazy can. how i wish that time could stop, so that there is more time for projects. but sad to say, i know it won't happen.

WHEE! bought i new thumbdrive from school today. there was some mini booth situated outside the library there. happen to pass by there, so decided to pick one up. its high time for me to throw away that fat and cui thumbdrive of mine now that i've got a new 2GB one. it's like super cheap can. HAHA! no lar, just kidding. no worries, i won't throw you away. i'll just chuck you in some hidden corner of my drawer. opps!

loaned Sociology textbook for TP library today. that damn book is freaking thick lar. if its not because i had to do that online quiz that i going to be due soon. i definitely won't bring that book home.

alright, enough of the long and random stuff i've been talking about. shall get back to some serious stuff. PROJECTS PROJECTS AND MORE PORJECTS...

2008-07-13T06:59:00.000-07:00

sunday; the day specially dedicated to family gathering. HAHA! especially today, in celebration of granny's upcoming birthday. nothing much of a big celebration, it was just a simple dinner with relatives. because granny wanted it to be low-profile, didn't want to let my other relative know about the brithday celebration. and neither did she accept my small token of ang pow. sigh!~

hit the gym and had quite a good workout together with my cousin. tried out the trackmill, bicycle thingy and some other weird equipments. spent about an hour or so there. may consider exercising on a weekly-basis uh. its quite a nice place to exercise =D

shall start devoting more time for projects soon! no more slacking around ):

2008-07-11T20:32:00.000-07:00

yesterday was yet another tiring day, fell asleep soon after i reached home :/ sigh!~ hate it when i've got no plans for the day. HAHA! therefore, managed to make some plans out of the initial no plans after school. slacked in FDM clubroom and helped out in making some stuff to decorate the clubroom ((: went to support the award winners at TCC together with shortie. congrats to all the award winners! =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY! smiles! xD

realised that there's quite a lot of JULY babies. okay, this is so random :/

okay, plan's for today will be FDM sub comm meeting at 2pm. followed by a mini-celebration for my dad's birthday together with my parents and granny ((:

woke up smiling this morning. had a fantastic dream last night; leaving me reluctant to wake up. it's simply just so rare for me to have a dream, whatsmore such a wonderful dream *grins* woke up and broke the wonderful dream i had. went back to sleep hoping that it would continue. but sad to say it didn't :/

2008-07-10T08:28:00.000-07:00

BIRTHDAY BOY'S MINI CAKE (with a short story behind it, HAHA!)

UH HUH, HERE COMES THE ACTUAL BDAY CAKE...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BIRTHDAY BOY, LIU TEKAI =D wish yer gd luck and all the best in everything you do. congrats, you're 18!!! HAHA! hope that you enjoyed yourself today. smiles!

yucks! what i have to say is that i seriously dread Space Planning. worked on the very last lab work and what's upcoming is some application test. which i will confirm die super gracefully can. sigh!~ jia you qing, i know u can do it de. don't give up! smile and everything will be alright (if only it is that simple)

stayed back after school today, initially cause we wanted to discuss on the SECUR project. HAHA! but in the end, we didn't cause a few of us got something on. decided to pop into the other class's IRDD presentation. the presentation was impressively good, but it was a bit lengthy.

bus-ed my way down to Bugis and meet ah sia to buy cake. headed to clarke quay to search for a restaurant. in the end, we decided to dine at some Japanese restaurant at the central. had a great time there, the ambience, food all that is not bad. took quite a number of photos today. it has been quite a long time since our ''hokkien gang'' unite. total number of heads today was 10. whee! not bad not bad. HAHA! slacked outside the central a while before heading home, as everyone has got lessons to attend tmr. managed to hitched a ride from winnie the pooh, cause we live like super near each other. HAHA! =D

lost of faith :/ i don't know how long more can i hold on...but no matter how hard it is, i'll try... ...

2008-07-09T05:27:00.000-07:00

experimenting of an alternative route to school today, went to another bus stop and took another bus to school. instead of always having to wait super long for bus 10. i suppose it did shorten the duration time to school quite a bit. okays, i might consider taking the other bus on a long-term basis. shall see how it goes...

lessons are kind of boring today i would say. went for sociology lecture during break, but haha we were quite late. and the worst thing was, we didn't know which lecture theatre it was at. so we went around hunting for the LT, and guess what it ended up to be the last LT. waited a whole of 4hrs for CDS, what a nice time slot can. 4pm-6pm :/ slacked at the clubroom while waiting for time to pass. and had another round of cleaning the clubroom, as the floor was like super duper dirty =X

whee! managed to get lin you jia's concert tickets. the queue was stupid-ly long can, it was like from outside TP library all the way to the entrance of AS school. but somehow or rather, we managed to avoid that super long queue *grins*

it was quite a bit of disappointment. upset upon hearing the news; perhaps it didn't matter so much to me at all. or could it be that i'm just not up to it. anyway, the outcome wasn't much of a surprise either, i somehow expected it. sigh! for some strange reason, i'm starting to doubt myself. whatever it is, life still has to move on. so cheer up, because you never know miracles may happen someday =D (i hope)

2008-07-08T07:40:00.000-07:00

lost of momentum in blogging. i don't understand why, life isn't very much of super hectic these days. but somehow or rather i felt as though no amount of sleep is enough. probably due to the fact that there are still quite a number of projects on hand i guess.

apart from the revit that i simply hate, school was pretty much fun today. IRDD guest lecture was quite interesting, it was about the challenges of zoo management. had some 'fun' figuring out Space Planning on revit =X attended SECUR lecture and decided to skip FLSM lecture and slacked in the clubroom. HAHA! starting to enjoy slacking in the clubroom, the place where we all slack there in between breaks and have lunch at ((:

hit town with a few of my clique peeps to get prezzie for our upcoming birthday boy. bus-ed the journey to meet toot-dler and ah sia. went to Far East Plaza, walked pass the shop that my ex was working at. thanks arh ah bu. anyway, dinner was yum yum! had tom yum soup ((: after which we went for present hunting. we walked to Plaza Singapura and train-ed home. whee! shall meet up with my clique soon! see yer pple on thursday! =D

2008-07-03T08:23:00.000-07:00

ah qing, is in a super happy mood today. HAHA! i guess it high time for me to make an appearance in my blog. i've been thinking quite a lot these few days figuring out what happened to the wonderful friendship and all the fun we used to have together. gone, it was gone in a fortnight. puzzled and unable to accept the truth; hurt at the same time due to misunderstandings that worsen the whole issue.

glad that things are generally improving and getting better. at least, there was effort put in to salvage the friendship. be it in the initiating of conversation, sharing of jokes and laughter etc. whee! the matter has be resolved, it has been decided that all unpleasant memories shall be pernamently erased and start everything anew. no matter what happen, we will still be friends forever! ((:

and i sincerly thank all my beloved friends who stood by me, supporting my fall and was there for me whenever i'm feeling down. simply love you pple to bits! xD

it was an interesting day, a series of coincidental meeting with people who i haven't met for quite some time. the bus journey to tampines interchange: bumped into winnie the pooh on the bus and went into our usual random-ing. HAHA! bumped into my sec school friend on the train, its so fun to be able to catch up with her. let's go out soon k! (: next, i bumped into my ex at far east while window-shopping around with zaza. guess what, he said saw me like last week while i was there with my mum. lols. we had a short chat, glad to see that he's doing well. it's great to be able to catch up with friends that i haven't seen for quite some time.

went for shopping at town with christina and liza. it was towards the end of GSS, so there wasn't much left to buy. HAHA! yeah, i only manage to buy a hoodie from cotton on. and zaza bought a pair of white skinnies from MNG. i wanted to get a pair of jeans too, but too bad there wasn't much sizes left. sad-ed! :/ shopping is love! xD

meet my da sao at orchard mrt and we came back home together. chatted the journey home and over dinner. HAHA! its just so fun to chat with her ((:

2008-06-28T10:49:00.000-07:00

went sentosa for IRDD site visit on Sentosa Cove and Amara Sancturary today. it was a fun and interesting experience, apart from all that walking in the hot sun. and i'm missing the trip now! it such a nice place, totally didn't know that there is a hidden heaven somewhere out there in sentosa. HAHA!

decided to stay at sentosa for food and some mini exploration. went to vivo city and ate at Earle Swensens. guess what? i bumped into my besties over at vivo. supper happy to see them there! loves! after that had KTV session over at my aunt's KTV, stayed there till about 10pm and train-ed home. bumped into my friend on the train, so we went for supper.

2008-06-26T07:22:00.000-07:00

unbelievable! IRDD's project presentation is over. the whole process wasn't easy at all, it includes lots of time and effort dedicated to it. phew! it's just as though, i've put down some huge rock that i'm been carrying for 2 weeks or so. but there are still several projects on hand currently, shall start focusing on them soon :/ this semester is indeed going to be a challenging one. be prepared for more sleepless nights and chiong-ing of projects =X

had lunch at Bistro Walk with zaza, fei-on and shortie after lessons. waited for like super long before we managed to get a table and the same scenerio repeated as usual. HAHA! slacked there for quite some time, before proceeding to clubroom and chiong Space Planning. yet another irritating project to work on =X

bus-ed home as usual. had a super duper long chat about random stuff with sister-in-law over dinner. we went for a short walk around the neighbourhood too as we were over-bloated after dinner.

WHEE! not staying back after school to do FLSM tomorrow. does this mean that i'll get to go shopping with mummy tomorrow? opps! =X shall start researching on FLSM project soon! looking for to the IRDD site visit at sentosa this coming Saturday, will be going to Sentosa Cove and Amara Sanctuary Resort! =D sigh!~ but there will be an assignment given related to the site visit. so it isn't just going to be about fun :/

2008-06-23T07:37:00.000-07:00

tra-la-la-la-la...first day back to school. haha! was it really school today? i went school but didn't attend a single lesson. was in the library IRDD-ing away that 5 hrs. wasn't much on an accomplishment though, cause we spended like super long working on it :/ and the end product wasn't up to expectations. but at least, we manage to clear a part of that IRDD! it's like we actually skipped tutorial to do IRDD can. yeah, but no worries it's ACONHYD plus i happen to have MC for today =X

phew! glad that the medical results are ok. and another thing to be happy about is SPLN's project - Part A dateline is extended to Thursday. yeah mamn! i shall continue to chuck it aside first and deal with it again some other day. sigh!~

ARGH! it's GSS and yet i haven't gone for shopping. i can't believe it mamn! induldge in the wonders of retail therapy. HAHA! probably going on a shopping spree with mum on friday (provided i've got the time) and shopping trip with nana on thursday! i'm so so looking forward to it can =D

2008-06-22T07:16:00.000-07:00

oh great! tomorrow school will reopen, no more holidays ): projects uncompleted and super close datelines. gosh! could life be any better than it is now? i wonder...

therefore, i decided to enjoy myself today and maximize last few pathetic hours of this irritating holidays. haha! went to uncle's place for our usual gathering. supposedly supposed to work on IRDD. but oh well, school work aside. and we had our mahjong session, which lasted for a couple of hours. initially, wanted to go for some exercise and do some sports. in the end, we chose to play mahjong instead cause grandma is in the house =D okay, valid reason for not exercising. shall postpone it to next week. the urgent need for a whole body workout, before fats start to accumulate :/ went to ah peng restaurant for dinner with family after that, coincidentally it happens to be my uncle's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE!

home sweet home! back home in front of my lab-py, i am blogging xD yet another sleepless night off rushing project i predict. super sad! my hair colour is fading away, ARGHHHH!

2008-06-21T05:19:00.000-07:00

haha have been tagged by piglet to do this questionaire =D haven't been doing this kind of quizzes for some time!

before i start doing the quiz, shall blog abit about today first. as usaul yeah, been project-ing my day away. whee! successfully sort of completed space planning! *grins* currently back to working on IRDD. sigh!~ decided to give it a miss for dining out with a few of my clique members at habourfront. intended to go initially, but there's simply too much work left incomplete. sorry pple!

Rules of the game:
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

OKAYS, let's get started:

#1: If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
super duper ultra sad and angry! i HATE cheaters! f*ck off! (full stop)

#2: If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
i never had a dream, until the day that i found you. so yeah, it's got to be''you''

#3: What will your dream wedding be like?
something simple and memorable. after all its just a ceremonial kind of thing =D

#4: Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
very much. but i'll take it as it comes (highly adaptable)

#5: What’s your ideal lover like?
cute, cool, with a sense of humour and of course at least average looking *grins*

#6: Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
i guess being loved, however in certain context i prefer loving someone. it actually depends on the person uh. sometimes it can be very blessed too! xD

#7: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
as long as forever? it all depends if the person is worthy of my love bah

#8: If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
forget him and move on, life still has to go on anyway. if possible, continue maintaining the friendship and keep the line defined. in case things start to get completed, avoid unavioded trouble. HAHA!

#9: Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yea, a truck loads. from projects to blah blah and blah...

#10: Who makes your day?
my beloved secondary sch friends! they never fail to put a smile across my face! AND, not to forget my girls in poly =D

#11: Is being tagged fun?
nods! i'm loving it... thanks arh, piglet. HAHA!

#12: How do you see yourself in ten years time?
leading a wonderful life, and enjoying worklife with successful career and family. isn't that everyone else's goals.

#13: Who are currently the most important people to you?
my beloved friends and family!

#14: What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
cheerful and sporty piglet with a touch a random-ness! irritating at times, but i still love her! ((:

#15: Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
single and rich! no worries, because i have my beloved friends! =D

#16: What is the first thing you do every morning?
turn, flip, roll and laze around in bed. occasionally jumping out of bed at times, because i tend to oversleep and forget about appointment time. opp-sy! =X

#17: Would you give all in a relationship?
define all. HAHA! nah i won't, i'll give it a step at a time. but not all either, as i value freedom (i'll make sure i reserve a time slot for my beloved besties) in a relationship!

#18: If you fall in love with two two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
uh huh, quite a tricky situation indeed. hmmmm i'll probably analyse and draw up a chart listing down all the pros and cons maybe? but then again, if that ever happens i don't think it's love bah.

#19: What type of friends do you like?
generally people of the same frequency as me would be nice. most importantly, people who are sincere and value friendship! xD

#20: What type of friends do you dislike?
anyone who dislikes me and self-centered people! =x

And its your turn:
whee! time to choose people to disturb! eh you people are honoured k! ((:

here you go: christina, esther, see kia, yiwen =D

2008-06-20T07:23:00.000-07:00

IRDD is nuts! seriously lor, its like neverending of work =X yesterday was a trip to the Brazil Embassy in attempt to obtain information on the Brazilian Land Law. somehow managed to get some information. after that, we bus-ed our journey to Bugis National Library. haha! we went to the kids section as the other places where all taken up. overgrown kids that invaded the children's territory.

revit is another crazy software that is getting onto my nerves. redo-ed the hut suite, due to incorrect scale (to hell with the inches and feet units) it's damn irritating lar! being a computer idiot i actually spent a couple of hours figuring out how it should be done. setted out with a mission at 12pm and ended with a sense of accomplishment at about 4am. next, i proceeded to the tracing of Space Planning's floor plan. sigh!~

phew! thankfully polar msg-ed me in the morning interrupting my beauty sleep. or else i might just very well continue sleeping till the cows go home. opp-sy! gathered at zaza's place and IRDD-ed. wasn't able to do much as we were all too engrossed in fixing our individul part. initially, we wanted to do the site plan. but yeah, in the end we only manage to draw out the lake with much effort (i guess it's a bit of accomplishment there yeah) =D and ya, that raymond wong called to ''remind'' us that we're the first group up to present on thursday. like thanks a lot arh. of course we know lar! JIA YOU everyone, i believe we'll get over it soon! cheers! xD

oh ya! and before dua si guey blog about the tragic thing that happen. i shall blog it myself first =X while we were in the cab, i suddenly look out the windows and happen to see a SUPER BIG "moon" it was very much bigger than the norm and stupid-ly round. being amazed by the so called ''moon'' at the same time doubtful and unsure if it was a moon. i went eh yi wen u look, there's a super big moon there eh. its a moon right? u wait arh, its gone! there, there, there, you see it? (points to the ''moon'') in the end, the actual fact was it wasn't a moon, i think its just some dumb balloon that appears to look so moon-like ):

*P.S: people please don't burst out laughing upon reading it (threatened to blog this part of the post)

2008-06-17T07:15:00.000-07:00

simply enjoy sleepovers! especially with my beloved, ''Hokkien gang''. haha! stayed over at winnie the pooh's house on Monday night. love my secondary school clique to bits! endless laughter and fun, whenever we get together. the special and unique bond we share, is what the hold us together. a night to remember; chatting sessions, pillow fights etc.

FDM camp is over! the whole thing ended so fast, as compared to the months of preparation for the camp. though the outcome of participants wasn't that good, but on the overall i think it was quite an successful camp. at least i did enjoyed myself! and not to forget playing with the walkie talkie and the gossip sessions anytime anywhere. all the funny encounters and the countless jokes that spices up the entire camp, contributing to an enjoyable experience ((:

2008-06-11T22:15:00.000-07:00

gosh! i'm dead tired! sick and tired of the endless projects. day by day, as we go closer and closer towards the dateline. expectations to meet and quality of the project. lack of sleep, insufficient time. stress level increases.

list of projects:
(1) Integrated Resort Design & Development (IRDD)
(2) Space Planning (SPLN)
(3) Fire & Life Safety Management (FLSM)
(4) APEL2
(5) Introduction to Sociology

not exactly in the greatness of mood now, due to some project related issues. the final decison, was to stick to the previous plan. therefore, shall make the best of it and think of alternative ways to inject a sense of liveliness and excitement in the activities and programmes. well, the outcome was pretty much expected though. i've very well predicted that this would happen. whatever it is, what's over is over. sometimes, horoscopes are pretty believeable indeed. as the horoscope suggest that the best way to win a conflict is giving up today.
fuck it! when shit happens

away for FDM camp from 13th-14th June. hooray! 1st ever FDM camp! its sure to be a fun and enjoyable one! (:

2008-06-09T09:33:00.000-07:00

met space planning group members for project discussion today. went to Bras Bersah Macdonald's. initially, we were suppose to meet at 2pm sharp, opps but yeah i only appeared at abt 3 plus pm bah. didn't exactly did much of quality work, as we were trying to solve the IRDD problem. hooray! glad that, its kind of improved. but the bad news is, some of our group members got something on. and it just so happens that all the days are spread out evenly throughout the holidays. sigh! this is so gonna be the most hectic holidays ever can :/

anyway, we ended at about 6pm and headed to Bras Bersah Complex to get tracing paper from Art Friend. omg~ i need to start drawing those block diagrams soon! and its like argh! i've got the damn a lot of levels to draw on. damn it! =X hmmmm, it seems quite fun to play hide-and-seek yeah. cui lor.

yeah, and its like the usual me. i didn't wanted to go home so early, so i called toot-dler. went to slack at KFC, while waiting for time to pass and meet toot-dler and sia on the train. i so glad with myself can, previously i could never ever walk around shopping, or eat in a fast food restaurant alone. its a definite no no for me. head-ed to town, bought like a hair band and another hair accessory *grins* we did quite a bit of walking today, its like the whole stretch from far east all the way to Paradiz Centre there. heez! we actually walked all the way there to eat ''dao hui'' its like super at last we've got to tasted the ''dao hui'' can. slacked at the back alley there, and decided to walk to bugis. singing on the empty streets is love mamn! train-ed our journey back home after that!

omg! i shall have to wake up earlier tomorrow morning and tidy up my house. definitely got to clear up those mess before they invade my house in the noon. get enough sleep people, and be prepared to chiong through dawn. okay, shall try to download revit building software now.

2008-06-08T07:42:00.000-07:00

haha! idol drama can be highly addictive indeed. i spent most of my weekends staring at the computer screen watching 命中注定我愛你.

went to town with nana today. its so fun to go out with her. the endless topics we share, and the usual random-ness. haha! really thanks a lot for accompanying me today! nana you rock to the max mamn! oh yeah, and i shun bian dropped by cotton on to fill in the application form again. cause my friend told me that they might have lost the previous form. so i decided to give it another try. hmmmm i seriously thing that i should really polish up on my scissors, paper, stone skills can. or is it really fate. sigh!

the following is a bet made between me and christina aw (this should be a good enough proof of evidence bah, so don't you dare run away wor) haha! -
(1) if the duration exceeds 5 months, then i shall have to confess to you-know-who. Terms & Condition: provided i still like him at the point of time.
(2) however, if i no longer like him, then i shall accept your dare. haha! i guess i shall not write out the dare part here. its like you know i know can liao.

(1)However, if the duration does not exceed 5 months, you shall have to accept the same dare =P

omg! i sure hope i won't lose the bet can. both option be it 1 or 2 is very much of a lose-lose situation. its gonna be damn embarrasing can :/

opps! coming to think of it, i better start embarking on my Space Planning soon! its like i think tonight no need to sleep liao le can. because i got to complete the parts assigned by tomorrow! jia you! ((:

2008-06-07T06:51:00.000-07:00

HOORAY! its finally the end of Term Test. and its holidays, erm but i guess its not very much of a real holiday uh. the next 2 weeks is going to be hectic, so be prepared to stay up real late to do project. plus there will be FDM camp too!

yesterday was a super fun day! changed a new look, went back to my ex-sec school to visit teachers and caught up with my lovely friends. quite satisfied with my new hair colour, but its so short now. sad-ed ): after school, cab-ed down to E-Hub with fion and get our hair done. after that, i bus-ed my way back to my ex-sec school!!! and went to Plaza Singapura to meet my clique- the ''HOKKIEN'' gang. lols! initially wanted to catch a movie, but culdn't find a suitable time slot and the tixs were mostly gone. so we went for dinner at Thai Express, random-ed around and updated each other about the latest news! haha! then we went arcade a while and head-ed back home!

TA-DA! new hair-do ((:

out of boredom from queing at the toliet :/

okay thats all! shall upload the other photos some other day ((:

2008-06-04T07:23:00.000-07:00

whee! currently left with 1 last paper, Security & Survelliance. haha! sia lar typed wrongly in one of my previous post. eeyer its like i then don't want to take FLSM term test lor. afterall, the term test this time round is considerably do-able.

roar! irritating lor. IRDD paper today was super duper irritating. so not expected can. i regretted studying so much for it. it even contributed to my lack of sleep, i was tossing and turning around. waking up numerous times throughout the night, worrying that the paper will be very tough. but in the end, the paper was ... ... and the sadest thing is that we were in different rooms with the rest of the world taking the same paper. there was only me and another classmate taking IRDD paper in the classroom.

anyway, after that we were super not in the mood to study. like all of our brain cells were killed along the process of memorising IRDD. so we decided to go E Hub and slack together with fion, liza and geraldine. it was great chilling out with them! haha! yeah yay! going for hair trip with fion on friday after our papers. it's time for a change ((:

2008-06-01T07:02:00.001-07:00

Term Test period is a time to stock up lots and lots of dry stocks while studying to remain awake. trust me it really helps, though i know that its unhealthy to do so. haha! sigh! got tons and tons of things to study from Project Management to IRDD to Fire and Life Safety Management (FLSM). all of which not easy to study especially so for IRDD and FLSM. thus i've spent my wonderful weekends burrying my head into the books. reading through the pages, and staring at it hoping that some information might get into that brain of mine by chance. unfortunately, it didn't. i failed in the attempt to squeeze those information into my brain :/

jia you! shall force myself to study and not get distracted by external influenece. haha! especially that irritating polar, who is constantly tempting me to play viwawa with her. okay, i guess i should get back to studying soon. and i hereby like to wish all my friends who are taking the term test : good luck all for the upcoming papers! study hard and take care! be sure not to fall sick during this period alright. all the best! ((:

at this point of time, i'm unsure of my feelings either. perhaps you didn't mean the world to me after all. or is it because i've come to realise the impossibilities between us. the fact that we seem to be from two completely different worlds. whatever it is, maybe its time for me to wake up from my dream and come back to reality. if only fairytales do exist... ...

2008-05-28T08:12:00.000-07:00

oh my goodness gracious me, i so so cannot believe that Term Test is just next week can. hasn't school just reopened just a couple of days ago. and the greatest thing is that i haven't started any revision at all. sigh! Xu Qing Ling, no more slacking around for you. its time to be serious in your studies.

things are still a bit not quite right. but no worries, i'm sure that we'll be able to get out of it soon. perhaps its just a process of growing up and maybe a little of pms here and there bah. hope that things will improve and be back with to the usual peacefulness. whatever it is, just smile and let it go. smiles! because we will still be friends forever... ...

argh! so embarrasing. i totally cui cui cui X 1, 000,000,000. still can't accept my stupidity. its alright, i swear that it will be a lot better the next time (if there is) afterall, perhaps it didn't mean that much to me either. we did our APEL presentation today, it was so un-prepared can. because we didn't know that we've got to present it today. but whee, we manage to present with the report. whee! its like strikes it off the to-do list. haha! after APEL, we went library to slack during that few hrs of break, attempting to study for the sociology test. but haha, i suppose i didn't manage to get much into my brain bah. i was feeling so so restless. totally not in the mood to study. the sociology test wasn't that easy either, but i guess i shuld be able to scrap through bah.

i bloody hell swear that i won't allow history to repeat itself again! friends we are and friends we'll be! thats it! =D

2008-05-27T06:49:00.000-07:00

what a day mamn seriously! super duper ultra sad can. i guess what i can say is that today is REALLY not my day...
just a few metres before i reach the bus stop, a tragic incident happened outside my previous secondary school. hmmmm, i suppose that's the nicest ever superwoman style of falling bah. at that very instance, i realised that there is no one there to fetch my fall. all that i can rely on is me, myself and i. ouch! that seriously hurt. and the worst thing was, a cab just so happen to stop and the passenger alighted and asked me if i'm okay. damn paiseh sia. quickly stood up, and then 'zhao'. thankfully, i met 2 kind aunties. i approached one of them for tissue paper. and the other volunteered to lend me water to wipe the wound and plaster too! xD but i'm still very much sad and affected by the incident :/

Space Planning was yet another disaster, the surface of grouping issues popped out. well, but i guess things very much settled by now bah. had a couple of hours of break before our next lesson, so we decided to slack at the library. played a few UNO sessions, meanwhile multi-tasking on Project Management tutorial too.

sometimes changes might not be a bad thing either. perhaps i'm wrong, perhaps i've made the wrong choice right from the start. or it is because things have changed, in fact too fast that i'm unable to adapt. i hate the 'neither here nor there' feeling. i feel myself drifting apart, dirfting apart from the happiness we used to share. all of the sudden i feel so lost. in fact, things aren't as simple as it seems to be. therefore, i conclude that high-time to learn how to be independant. because you never know someday you might be stranded out there in a deserted island =X

NOTE: ignore this post. it's just yet another random post that i also don't know what i'm writing.

2008-05-25T04:14:00.000-07:00

freedom! where's the freedom that i used to have. probably i've somehow abused the freedom that was entrusted to me previously. therefore, it is once again confiscated. sigh! this sucks totally! give back my freedom to me to me! give back oh give back. oh give back my freedom to me. lols.

naughty qing sneaked out of the house in the afternoon today and went to city hall (New York New York) to celebrate Jing Yi's birthday together with clique. opp-sy! i did that stunt as my parent's went to my uncle's house for the weekly family gathering. and here i am back home blogging. phew! thankfully i managed to make it back home before them =D

roar! i totally hate it when they nag at me for whatever reason. practically anything under the sun, from printer to dinner to school to spending etc etc. the list goes on and on. and the worst thing is that it never cease to stop.

crossed path with someone who i didn't wanted to see at all. super duper irritating can. whatever it is lar, i can't be bothered anymore! =X

2008-05-22T09:29:00.000-07:00

sigh! re-typing what i've been typing a few minutes ago. cause i accidentally deleted it. irritating internet connection has been giving me problems for the last few days. which explains why i didn't update my blog. things aren't going smoothly nowadays, or perhaps it has never been smooth before. well, i just hate it so that things are not seeming to be in order. messed up life that is.

school work is piling up, project datelines are nearing, quiz-es are flooding in. lesser outings, lesser UNO games. and what's worst is that i just realised that term test is coming soon! gosh mamn! i better start mugging soon, before i start regretting later on (like i always do) =X

21st MAY 2008:
definitely a day to remember. very much of a thrilling day, but it left me feeling a bit guilty. but oh well, who cares mamn! went for ACONHYD tutorial in the morning and headed to JB together with see kia and her bf. yes yes, i know. i supposed i was the best daylighting ever can. its like a super energy efficient power-saving lightbulb. haha! but that's not the point lar. the point is that i really enjoyed myself can! okay, i actually skipped sociology tutorial and secretly took the passport and crossed over the causeway. opps! went to City Square, and we had lunch at Secret Recipe. yum yum! it was super super cheap can. and we went to watch movie ''Narnia: Prince Caspian'', the show was great apart from it being a bit draggy. it was so cool that i manage to get to malaysia can. cause my passport's photo is so not updated and the validity is less than 6 months. but yeah the immigration officer reluctantly chopped the passport and let me pass. heez! and i managed to smuggle like 3 watermelon bubble yum back to Singapore. super happy lar! ((: bus-ed our way back, alighted at Bugis and i ate a bowl of desert at the food court. went to meet yan ni and jervis at City Hall to celebrate Jervis's birthday. he treated us to Swensens.

22nd MAY 2008:
met up with a Secondary school friend that i haven't seen for quite some time! updated each other about our latest happenings, the usual girly-talk. i definitely miss the secondary school days, the endless crappings anytime, anywhere! haha! went to town, and had our lunch at Fish and Co. at Wheelock's Place. after that, we went for our usual window shopping session. haha! slacked till about 8pm before making our way back home. and i reached home at 9pm. just nice mamn, as what i promised my parents. super duper irritating lor. keep on call and call. damn re-tarded also can. my dad was asking why got guy's voice. its like come on lor. i'm in a OUTSIDE area and NO ONE elses can talk meh. roar! damn pissed off can!

只要能夠远远看着你的背阴, 我以满足...

2008-05-17T04:38:00.000-07:00

haven't been blogging that frequently lately,
reason being i'm just too lazy to get down to blogging yeah.
hmmmm things at school are speeding up rapidly;
project deadlines, assignments, quiz, etc
shall try my best to be on time for school too.
whee! glad that my 2nd attempt of leave application was being approved at last.

i hate it so that my mum nowadays like to invade my freedom,
it just irritates me so much, that i dread going home each day :/
it has never been like that for a super long time can;
and now the feeling is back to haunt me again. sigh!
to the extent of stalking my time-table,
fetching me from school,
calling me to ask for my whereabouts.
roar!

went for FDM meeting on the camp proposal today. and the pathetic thing was only 4 sub-comm members turned up for the meeting. lols. realised that actually we still got quite a lot to work on. jia you! hope that the camp will turn out to be a successful one.

even though sometimes things to the turn out the way u expected it to be; life still has to go on! so just smile and let it go! (:

2008-05-05T06:57:00.000-07:00

woke up earlier this morning at 8am to catch my sister-in-law on the TV ''zhao an ni hao''. it was quite cool seeing her being interviewed on the television. haha! had breakfast and prepared for school. wore that irritating pair of shoes with razor sharp teeth. regretted not bitting it before it bites me :/ reached Tampines Interchange at about 9.25am today. bumped into see kia and her bf while they were boarding the bus. was slightly late for lessons but still within the 15 mins grace. had super a lot of fun during Security and Surveillance lab session with the CCTV. as usual the all-time favourite cam-whoring with the new found device. ultimate cool-ness! =D

played a super long game of bluff together with yiwen and yunqi during lunch break. sigh! i guess sometimes it isn't good to be too honest. i practically got like 3/4 of the whole deck of UNO cards with me can. went for lunch and went for Security and Surveillance lecture. skipped an hr of lecture for a few games of UNO. rotted away during ACONHYD, yet another dumb lesson which i totally see no point of having lessons. therefore, we played BINGO, Murderer and Dectective and UNO to kill time. bus-ed my way home together with yunqi.

uncertainty is what that lies within us;
i've never longed for you to be mine,
glad enough if you were to realise;
realise my simple existence.

all may seem so well and calm;
but storms and waves are crushing internally,
however, deep down in my heart;
i know thats where you belong.

2008-05-04T04:47:00.000-07:00

My weekends:
SATURDAY was a mini family outing with mum, bro and my da-sao. haha! its was an enjoyable outing though it was a super last minute decision. lols. my brother dropped me and my mum off at Bugis National Library first. cause i wanted to look through some interior design books, the retarded air conditioning and hydralius topic. haha! but in the end i didn't manage to find much though. went to bras bersah complex to try looking for the sociology textbook, but i don't think they have it that particular edition there. after that, we went for dinner at some hong kong restaurant opposite bugis junction. the food there wasn't that great though. dropped my mum off at my aunt's place and headed to Tampines Mall for movies. we watched Iron Man, it was a super duper ultra nice movie can. for those who haven't watch it, its really a MUST watch! =D

SUNDAY was a very much of a slacking day for me. plus the fact that we didn't had our usual family gathering this week, as my aunt went overseas. so i spent the whole of sunday at home. did some work, spent a couple of hours on the space planning exercise. whee! manage to complete it at last. i strive to be a good girl and i shall not skip any classes, except for some lectures and start paying attention during important lectures and tutorials. i will also complete any of the homework given and be more serious in studies. lols!

***THE END***

2008-05-02T07:58:00.000-07:00

whee! i'm like in a super high spirit today can! super duper ultra happy! went on a mini shopping spree which i haven't quite gone for quite some time. *stares for a moment at the word mini* haha! i suppose its considered mini bah. but i guess the impact is just great enough for me to feel slightly guilty on the fact of overspending. so yeah i decided that i shuld not be lazy and start getting a job. therefore, i went to fill in the application form at cotton on. heez! hope that i can work there bah! xD

school today was quite boring though. dad woke me up like at 5.45am. dead early can! roar! lazed around in bed and decided to start preparing for school. received the news from liza that her mum is fetching her to school. so yeah i had to go school myself today. and guess what i reached school like damn early lar. went up to the club room and tried to get the book, but the card access wasn't activated yet ): luckily, there wasn't a need to use the books yet today. skipped FLSM lecture for UNO and FDM camp discussion. went for IRDD lecture and headed to town after that. thankfully, the IRDD make-up tutorial was postponed to next week! ((:

bus-ed my way to town together with see kia. started our very first stop of shopping at Far East Shopping Centre. bought a pair of shoes, hahaha. we decided to do some stunt by exchanging one side of the shoe with a different colour. amazingly our shoe size were about the same, so yeah i know who to find if i want to do shoe stunt next time yeah. opps! =X it all started with my fickle-minded-ness and a touch of indecisiveness and it ended up in something super random. but no doubt its nice de lor! =D next, i bought a converse shoe, its this hot pink shoe with red hearts design. its lovely lar. haha! my life's very first converse shoe! ;) in addition, i also bought 2 tops (1 white long sleeved blouse and 1 purple cardigon) from cotton on and a tube top from Fox. omg! shopping is totally love mamn!

took a close to an hr journey of bus ride home. cause i didn't want to squeeze in the MRT with the crowd and plus i bought bus concession mah. haha! kind of enjoy those long bus rides occasionally on double decked buses especially. reached home at abt 8.30pm. yeah just in time for the 9pm last episode of drama series. after which , i went for a short jog around my neighbourhood. don't siao siao leh. keep fit eh. haha!

2008-04-29T09:41:00.000-07:00

i seriously dread having to wake up early in the morning for lessons;
everything is no longer the same anymore.
sometimes i wonder is it me or is it the just the fact i choose not to believe;
well, whatever it is i guess i'll adapt to it in no time.
because i choose to believe that everything will go back to normal in no time! =D

there are times where i wonder if there is a reason for the distance in us. or can someone tell me that i'm just reading too much into it. i understand that we do have differences/misunderstandings or dissatisfaction towards one another at times. but don't be afraid because everything will be fine! some things do not need any explaination , so therefore learn how to accept the way things are.

in a serious dilemma, it's really not easy to make a choice. especially for a fickle-minded person like me. though, i'm quite certain about my choice. however, its more of the implications between friendship as well as other issues and the consequences that leaves me undecided. i guess i shall see how it goes first bah! from now till then, i shall go deep into thoughts before making the optimal decision.

it's kind of sad that there are no longer people out there that you can confide in. regardless of what the news is - may it be good/ bad/ big/ small. the tiny little things that we used to random about. the feeling just feels so weird, it feels like i'm alone with me, myself and i (thats it)

*************************************THE END***************************************

2008-04-22T07:11:00.000-07:00

i hate the journey to school today can. i took like 45 mins to get to school lor. thankfully i bumped into an ex-schoolmate and a couple of other friends at the bus stop to keep me entertained. haha! its like practically every bus to school is so packed can. roar! sorry shortie, i was supposed to meet u earlier but ended up cui, i was late :/

the lessons today were pretty boring. except from the gossiping session and the few games of UNO in the lecture. oh yes, no forgetting the mini picnic during lecture. haha! and the lunch we had opposite school. yum yum! the tom yum soup was great, especially after adding the tiny chilli padi into it! ((:

broke into different groups for the space planning. sort of did some reshuffling of group members among our class. whee! its like managed to kidnap liza, so the group consist of me, see kia and liza! *claps* but i guess i definitely got to work a lot harder for this subject lar. me being a software idiot, and i never liked auto-cad and revit building related subject. note: the keyword is ''never''

but nevertheless somewhat lost.
the emo mood is back to haunt me again;
not in the mood due to some stupid reasons,
its like i want to buy that pair of guinea pig!!! ):

2008-04-20T07:30:00.000-07:00

just right after i came back from camp, the next time i know is that school's gonna reopen tomorrow. sigh! totally not in the studying mood can. i'm still very much in the holiday mood lar. meeting a few of my classmates at mushroom at 10.45am tomorrow for our very first lesson of this coming semester at 11am. whee! can't wait to see them! i miss them mamn!

as for the Week 0 camp, there are a lot of unforgettable moments. but i shall blog them again next time. cause meanwhile, i want to chiong the idol drama ''斗牛要不要"

**THE END**

2008-04-14T21:33:00.000-07:00

will be away from the 15th-18th of april for the Week O orientation camp (: so people, anything just drop me a msg or give me a call bah! haha! seriously speaking i'm feeling a bit lazy to go for camp this time round. but nevertheless, yeah due to responsibilities and the a little fun here and there with my friends i'll be going for the camp =D

went out with see kia yesterday. argh! sharks! guess what?! i was late. opps! so i had to treat her to her pepper lunch meal as agreed. lesson learnt: shall not be late the next time round =X haha! anyway, we went to PS's cotton on to attempt to get a job there. then the staff there told us that it is all through online application. lols. went home to try the website given, but no avail. how irritating! cheat our feelings! roar! wasn't quite in the mood to shop. so we headed to cathay cineleisure for movies! watched definitely, maybe, i would say that its a pretty good movie. but it was a bit draggy, but luckily i didn't doze off. after movies, my mum called. zzZZzzZ. i don't know what's with her nowadays, but she likes to harass and summon me home every now and then. and this the partly the reason of my irritation. sigh!

okay, something dumb happened today. just not too long ago. yining was threathening me that she would be blogging about it. so i think i shall blog about it myself, before she does that. omg! its so embarrasing can. so paiseh lar! all thanks to her 'cute' emoticon on msn and the naive me. haha! this is so irritating! okay lar, i admit that the emoticon is cute. it was this ant emoticon. which i thought that it was a real insect/creature crawling on the computer screen. and i actually attempted to 'kill' that ANT. perhaps i was really thinking too much bah. its some kind of phobia i guess, cause recently there are like tiny black animal crawling on the screen.

although, i am 100% sure that i no longer love u. but it just made me happy that u actually talked to me on msn ((:

2008-04-11T07:11:00.000-07:00

i seriously cannot comprehend why there's an existence of so many fugly basturds in this society. its like omg lar! bloody hell f*ck off! yucks! totally disgusted by this ignorant behaviour. okay, im done with venting my disatisfaction.

went tampines with my mum today. as my mum was asking me to go with her to TM to return the mio TV box thingy back to Sintel! initially, i wasn't in the mood to go out. i was way to lazy to get out of the house. but however, i received a call from nokia care centre that my phone is ready for collection =D whee! so i decided not to be so lazy. lols. shopped around and had dinner before heading to the marketplace near my house. managed to buy a travel pack of tolietries. yeah mamn! im all ready for camp! week 0 here i come! xD

2008-04-09T07:46:00.000-07:00

was disrupted from my beauty sleep this morning. my mum lar. early in the morning, she went screaming here and there asking me to wake up to accompany my brother and her to the market. uh huh to repair my brother's broken spectacles and ask about my contact lens. decided not to go, cause i rather stay home and catch some beauty sleep. had some mini dream, so i was hoping that it the storyline will continue. lols.

went to town in the afternoon with ah bu and yenly. shopped around randomly, and i bought some bangles =D haha! supposedly the main aim was to search for zhi min's bday present. toot-dler came to find us after his work. how nice of him right! he even treated us to Carl's Junior! thanks a lot, toot-dler! xD after that, he left cause he got to go home earlier. so the 3 of us continued to look around for the present. window-shopped a little while before i left. as i promised my mum to be home before 9pm. unfortunately, i didn't make it on time. opps! but i had a great time shopping around! ever ready for shopping! :))

i woke up only to realise that everything was just a beautiful dream of mine :/

2008-04-08T07:45:00.000-07:00

my little bloggy, i back again! haha! this week is time to relax before the actual week 0 starts. sigh! was a bit sick after i got back from the camp. yeah and i quitted the job not too long ago. cause the supervisor wanted the part-timers to commit at least 2 weekdays and 2 weekends when school reopens. so i decided to quit, plus there's also other reasons too lar.

went to sch today for the dance practice for the upcoming april regartta performance. after that, i drop by Century Square to repair my semi-retarded phone. super irritating can. what a problematic phone. im considering to sell it off and buy another phone. although, you are semi-retarded but i miss u a lot mamn. i hope u won't take too long to come back to me. but the person say its going to take at least a few weeks. sad-ed sia. it means that i've got to stick to my even more retarded phone. roar!

went out with see kia and liza on monday. bus-ed my journey all the way from tanah merah to queensway shopping centre to get my FBT shorts. crap right. that close to an hour journey there. lols. i bought like 4 FBTs, each @ $10. i'm spending a lot of $ nowadays eh. cause i bought 3 tee shirt the previous saturday at centrepoint. it was super cute can. so cute that i cannot resist the impulse to buy them =X

2008-03-27T10:29:00.000-07:00

manage to get a breather and come online at last. had FDM chalet from 24th to 26th march. though not many people turned out, but we had lots of fun! i didn't regret going for the chalet. most of the people who turned up were the group of Year 2 people and a pathetic amount of Year 1. yeah! i just learnt how to play mahjong. its super fun lar! i've been wanting to learn but my mum doesn't want to teach me. paired together with shortie and splitted the winnings. on the 2nd night, played some game with alcohol. argh! damn cui! seriously lor, paiseh sia. i don't dare to go to school liao. i think i really made a fool out of myself can. cause both shortie and i were drank. and the worst thing was i made a big mess in the toliet. sian, this is the first time i drink until i puke can.

next morning, i overslept as i was supposed to wake up early to go home and prepare to go for work. but i happily slept and didn't wake up till my i heard my phone ringing. my parents are my best and most efficient alarm clock mamn! HAHA! chiong home to prepare, but i was still slightly late. bleah! =X

went to visit the doctor on mon. the doctor ask me to go for some lab test (BGG). the results that came out with alright. but he is refering me to the heart specialist for a further check-up. sigh!

how irritating can this get! i was waiting for my friend to pick me up at the taxi stand today. i just reached and stood there for a short while, before some guy approach me. super cui can! he was insisting on me to take down his no. so that we can ''keep in contact'' and make friends. siao de! wait long long lor. i was already being polite to him can! i wanted to tell him sorry, im not interested! but instead i put it in a nicer way, nvm its alright. he ask why, and i said because im no used to keeping contact with strangers. omg! what a day can! -.-

2008-03-23T07:35:00.000-07:00

went out with polar tan to today. we met at abt 2.30pm and walked around at Vivo City. guess what? i bought stuff again lar! i'm such a spendthrift. i bought a blue dress, $31.50 and a stick eye shadow from thefaceshop, $11.90. yeah yay! shopping is love! after that we took a bus down to orchard. we went to wisma and shopped around a bit. omg! i want to get the long sleeved top in black and white and the black cardign from 'cotton on'. i don't care! i shall go back there and get it soon! someday when i go out for shopping together with my mummy! HAHA! then we head to takashimaya for dinner at pepper lunch. yum yum! the food there is great mamn! especially with the additional cheese. after eating, we were so tempted and we decided to purchase the ice-cream too! i ate the caramel flavour and polar ate the sesame flavour one. both turned out to be nice! plus it was cheap too lar! ((:

after dinner, we went to kinokuniya, cause i wanted to use up the voucher that my bro gave me like 10 thousand years ago. lols. but i didn't manage to find anything. so yeah, i shall drop by again next time if i happen to be there. headed home as it was quite late. mrt-ed the journey home! =D

sigh! i don't want see doctor tomorrow. i'm afraid! because they are going to take steal a sample of my blood for blood test. it sucks! hope that it will not be so pain. its alright, i'm a brave girl yeah. so i shouldn't be scared! =X

2008-03-22T08:21:00.000-07:00

WHEE! i've just CHANGED to a NEW blogskin! decided to temporarily abandon my "chao da mian bao". HAHA! woke up reasonably early and got myself ready to set off at 10am. cause we were suppose to go out a family outing trip to Ivy Singh's Farm at Kranji. on the overall, it was quite fun. apart from the fact that for some strange reason i blanked out like at least 3 times lar. resulting in my family and relatives shocked, as my face went pale and my lips went white. it happened before quite a few times ago, i told my mum about it before but she simply ask me to watch my diet and eat my meals ): after a little rest, i was alright! :D thanks cousin, for accompanying me when i was feeling unwell today! smiles! ((:

NEXT WEEK will be yet another hectic week:
24th March (MON): morning- go see doc; afternoon- FDM chalet
25th March (TUE): FDM chalet
26th March (WED): Last day of FDM chalet. 5PM (April FA training for GL). may not be going. may have to work instead. Haircut
27th March (THURS): 12PM (Arpil FA training)
28th March (FRI): 3PM (April FA training)
29th March (SAT): 1PM (April FA training)
30th March (SUN): FA BBQ

I'm looking forward to the FDM chalet. Hope that it will turn out to be a fun and memorable one! its the first time i'm going to a FDM chalet. i can't wait mamn! Though, i don't think that a lot of pple will turn up, but it doesn't matter. what matters most is we shall all have fun! xD

2008-03-21T00:09:00.000-07:00

Happen to come across this interesting test today, so i decided to blog for the 2nd time today.
i must agree that certain parts of it are quite true indeed.
For those people who know me well, you would know xD

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
feel free to try it out as well if u happen to be as free as i do (:

2008-03-20T20:32:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO LINDA DEAREST! Congrats, you're officially an ADULT! Hope that bday celebration is a memorable one! super duper happy, as we managed to make her shed a few teardrops TWICE! haha!

haven't been blogging on a regular basics. cause everytime i just feel so lazy to blog. ok lar, life nowadays is quite alright lar. its just like a routine to me. its like work, FA briefing, outing with friends, family gathering, bday celebrations, chalets, BBQ, shopping sprees etc. especially shopping, omg! it simply rocks lar! retail therapy is loves! for this reason i shall work extra hard to earn lots and lots of $$$. so that i can shop like there's no tomorrow!

but recently i realised that i'm quite a spendthrift can. i actually spend like a lot more then pay i get from working. this is bad mamn! but haha! don't care lar. recent buys: i bought 1 tube top, a skirt, 1 slipper, limited edition perfume and a satin blouse. hooray! i'm eyeing on this BONIA ladies wallet. and im still considering if i should get it. the price is quite ok lar, cause the usual price was abt $138, and now its only at $88 lar! =X

sigh! recently i saw a person that i least wanted to see. and it kind of cui-ed my mood away can. sian! as for that jerk somewhere out there, i don't mean to treat you this way. but i have to, because i definitely won't allow the same things to repeat again! HELL NO! as i said, distance is the word! we should keep a distance, you've agreed on it too. REMEMBER? so it isn't me, its you! re-contacted with my ex just a couple of days ago. he said he saw me several times at tanah merah but he didn't call me. crap right. haha! but im glad that he is doing fine! (:

i feel the serious need for me to get some exercise! omg! before i bloat up to the size of a expanded balloon. NOOOOOOOOOOOO! i swear that i will don't lazing around and go out to burn some fats off my waist! =X

2008-03-01T07:20:00.000-08:00

dear readers, i'm back! sorry my little bloggy for neglecting your existence. its just that your owner here is either too lazy to blog or totally not in the mood to do so. my apologies alright. i'll try to make an effort to blog more frequently ok.

there's quite a lot of things that happened in my life. most of which, my close friends would have already known. whatever i can say is that, blame it on my luck. thats it. everything is un-predictable and un-controllable. everything happens for a reason. but i very much liked to know what's the reason behind all these bloody happenings in my life. but i guess, yeah its just part and parcel of life. sometimes i just feel that life isn't fair.

29th Feb officially marks the end of our exams. ended our very last paper at 11.30am. got out of the school and cabbed our way to kallang leisure mall KBOX. we sang to our hearts content from 1pm-7pm. wasn't totally in the mood due to some retarded things that happened. anyway, we killed time and slacked at kfc while waiting for time to pass. went to the arcade to play some street fighter game because i just couldn't sit still at the moment. guess what? i think i was a bit too violent yeah..? because when yunqi went to play the game that i was playing previously, she wasn't able to operate the control buttons. opps! i didn't did it on purpose, i wasn't in the mood mah. had a game of DAYTONA with polar tan. and like she won can! irritating!

after that, they headed home and i went to town to find ah bu. but she only ends work at 9pm. i reached there and she didn't answer my call. so i pek cek, and decided to go on a window-shopping trip. walked all the way from centrepoint to far east. after that i went back to look for here. we slacked till about 2am and headed home. supposedly i intended to drink, but damn it! she didn't allowed me to do so. actually she did, but she only allowed me to drink like ya fruit juice. omg can! had this tiny little picnic of ours outside PS. ah bu thanks for accompanying me, i miss the super long chats we use to have. smiles! ((:

there are a number of things that i've got to do this holidays:

(1) tidy up my wardorbe (its in a total mess, and mum said that she won't buy me any more clothings if i don't tidy up ): so for that reason, i will DEFINITELY tidy my wardrobe

(2) get a job to keep myself occupied and stop thinking about retarded stuff that makes my sad. earn more $, so that i can buy whatever i want. currently i've got 1 job on standby and another 1 waiting.

(3) spend time with my beloved friends! come on baby, lets go for chalet! xD

(4) go for camps, events and blah. amazing race and april orientation camp.

(5) be happy and enjoy my holidays!

(6) SHOPPING, retail therapy simply rocks! ((:

(7) start planning for ''someone's'' upcoming birthday (ma fan lor that person) everytime make me busy de lor.

(8) keep myself mentally prepared for the results. the possibility of taking supp paper. *touchwood*

WHEE! i went for shopping together with my mum today. i managed to buy 3 clothes: 1 black and white blouse, 1 grey stripped shirt-dress and 1 black skirt with suspenders. great buys mamn! i simply love that shop so much! (:

happiness has never been part of me. torn and tattered i am. who will be able to mend the broken pieces of my heart. my heart feels as though its being ripped apart. i no longer have the courage to love another person. i don't wish to fall in love no more. everything just turns out to be a fantastically fabricated lie of yours. you are such an utter disppointment. little did i expected you to be such an ill-bred bastard. bloody hell, fucking get out of my life! my heart has died on 29th FEB 2008... ...

2008-02-15T08:50:00.000-08:00

WHEE! this are some of the pictures we took during the Valentines Day outing with my beloved single classmates. went to Suntec City's KBOX after lessons. had super a lot of fun! xD

haha! it was super funny can. right after we came out of KBOX, it was like practially there was only couples there lar! with bouquet of flowers, cute helium balloons etc. haiz! sad arh sad arh. this is what happens when its V'DAY and u don't have a date. lols. we walked pass TOY 'R' RUS, and we decided to go in and get a stalk of rose for each other. hmmmmmm to be more exact is for ourself bah! omg! how tragic can things get mamn. after that, i headed down to bugis to meet shortie and the others. but no doubt i really enjoyed myself! thanks a lot friends! xD

CHINGAY IS LOVE TOO! xD it was super fun lar! although it just a short while up at the metal structure on top of the rooftop of the old supreme court. but the great satisfaction and captiving scenery simply terrific. enjoying every single moment up there, together with the breeze. undescribable rock-ness!

why? why did everything turned out to be like that. i don't wish for any of these to happen. if only if we could time back time. turn back to the old times when we had lots of fun together. thinking back my heart aches. *emo-mood* im falling apart... ...

2008-02-08T07:10:00.000-08:00

WHEE! its the annual CHINESE YEAR. welcome to the rat year! i look forward to every new year, especially after the circle of friends are seperate to different schools. though, the majority of us still end up together at TP (:

FIRST day of CNY, as usual we visited our relatives place. reached home in the evening and went for a jog together with my bro and da sao around our neighourhood. it was a nice work-out. but i felt so unfit lar. this shows that i haven't been exercising, which is true lar. haha! after that, i joined my bro and da sao to their friend's place. managed to taste lots of good food there lar! yum yum! reached home and then went to sleep. in total, the ang pow collection was not bad xD

SECOND day of CNY, our usual routine. we will normally take turns and go around to our friend's house to bai nian. first stop we went to yining's house, followed by my house, then danny's house and last stop of the day was zhi min's house. today, there was like 8 people who turned out for our clique. smiles ((: this is only the first session, tmr we'll be going over to linda's house. it was super fun hanging around with my beloved friends. you people rocks mamn! not forgetting, the cam-whoring moments with sarah on the bus home. unfortunately, she somehow lost her way. hope that she'll get back home asap! today was a madness-ly fun day! xD

2008-01-31T08:29:00.000-08:00

i think i woke up from the wrong side of the bed today. like super unhappy in the morning can. i woke up and immediately opened and stared at it for super long. not knowing what to wear. went to take a shower with the chosen set of clothes. went back and looked into the wardrobe again. lols. changed like don't know how many tops, before settling down in one of it. how crap can it get right. haiz. and for this reason, i was late for INHTM lecture. lols.

cui-ed away for HCDE lab test. like super wth can. i didn't manage to do A LOT of stuff and the next thing i know is that the time is going to be up soon. how more worst can things get mamn. i don't wish to imagine. i wuld be seriously contented enough if i were to get like 5/15. thats already enough. looks like i'll have to work a lot harder for my the HCDE project, so that i'll at least obtain a minimum passing grade.

ESFAC quiz was alright lar. since it was an open book test. erm to be more precised its actually a open booked group test. lols. practically everyone was discussing and exchanging answers around. haha! it was a fun and exciting experience mamn. the feeling of having another person's script below your script and the teacher is looking at our direction. and the thing is i've got to pass back the script to my friend. phew! luckily we succeeded in passing the paper discreeting, without him noticing at least.

after that, me, yun qi and see kia we went to Mac to have dinner before going to work. working there can actually be quite fun, because you never know who you will bump into. its like today i bumped into ZY and a ex-colleague of mine from Oriental last time. yeah mamn, the banquet-ing days! haha! ((:

2008-01-29T08:34:00.000-08:00

totally demoralised. haiz! guess what i failed the second INHTM class test again can. blame it on myself for slacking around and not studying hard enough. its like totally cui can. my gosh! i got like 23/50. what in the world is happening to me mamn. i haven't been passing most of my test. i better start pushing myself and get down to studying soon before i fail my main exams. thats like the worst thing that could happen. omg! touchwood touchwood.

shit sia! stupid revit building 9 software, still cannot manage to download it. super sian! haiz, if really bo bian then i think i need to find time and stay back in sch to chiong HCDE before its due. luckily the dateline is changed to next tue lar! or else i confirm die upside down lor. as usual i pek cek during HCDE lab. super pissed off can. rotted at EMATH2 tutorial and i headed home after that. seriously have no idea what happen to me recently. just don't think that i am my old self last time. perhaps i'm thinking too much bah.

called my dad to fetch my frm the bus-stop as it was raining. tried to download the software AGAIN. but no avail. after that, my dad fetched me to school and i went to meet shortie. slacked at Blk 18 concourse before going for INHTM tutorial. after lessons, slacked together with shortie and others. went home at abt 8pm.

i don't seem to find any motivation in life. all i have is to depend on myself. tomorrow will be a better day! smiles! ((:

2008-01-28T06:06:00.000-08:00

when all doesn't seem to turn out the way you want it to be. when you can't find the proper mood to get things done. when you put in so much effort to do something and in the end its gone. ouch! the feeling just hurt. deep down internally i feel so lost. i guess all i can do is to wait for a miracle to happen.

that's like super random can. the thing is i kind of dislike life as it is right now. yeah! ESFAC lab test is over. thought, its like cui-ed but i did tried my very best alright. probably just get a borderline pass for the lab test. which i think its good enough. argh! freaking-ly irritating can. i can't imagine spending those sleepless nights rushing through the HCDE design. but little did i know that i've actually downloaded the version ahead of the school, so i wasn't able to open the file. super pek cek can. roar! what kind of crap is this lar. bloody hell! i'm totally upset by that. now when i look at the previous design its like blank. you get it. its blank. omg! i'm going crazy soon! i just don't wish to accept the fact that all my efforts had gone down the drain. currently, i'm trying to download the SCHOOL'S version of revit, hopefully i can copy it over to the older version. *stressed*

2008-01-27T07:49:00.000-08:00

how i wish that time can be stopped. i realise that 24 hrs is simply not enough. there are like so many things that is needed to be done. but i just can't seem to find sufficient time to do them. test, lab test, quiz, exams, projects etc, the list goes on and on. haven't been working that often recently, cause i seriously need to devote more time to my studies. i just dread the feeling of feeling dumb and stupid when i lag behind during lessons. i will have to put in a lot more effort and work harder for EMATH2, HCDE and TBP. not forgetting the other subjects too like ESFAC, especially the lab part and INHTM. jia you qing! you can do it! smiles! xD

i'm beginning to understand slightly more on how to navigate around with the revit building sotware. managed to download a 30 days Revit building trail. spent quite a lot of time on figuring out how to do some stuffs. glad that i'm now left with one more item for the zone, ceiling plan and door. after that, i'll be done! HAPPY! lols. although, its still quite a long way to go. but i'll try my best to rush it out before the deadline. there will be ESFAC lab test tmr. haiz. just try my best bah! anyway, there's nothing much that i can do at this point of time. apart from reading thru the other labwork down during class.

haven't been quite on good mood recently. got some serious mood swing. i can be very happy one moment and can be emo the very next. lols. argh! and i can't stand pple who are self-centred and full of themselves. people who don't seem to care abt their surrouding pple and look upon them as if they don't exist. ok crap, this is just some sudden and totally random thoughts of mine.

my heart just aches whenever i look at stuff with sentimental value. i don't understand, i don't understand at all. can someone, just anyone tell me what has become of us. you left me wondering in daze. *i miss you*

2008-01-25T06:25:00.000-08:00

WHEE! super happy! i went on a shopping spree today with mummy at chinatown. omg! i just simply LOVE shopping there can. i was glad that i actually went out to shop, cause when i work up this afternoon i wasn't in a good mood. my mum was like hinting at me if i wanted to go out for shopping, i didn't appeared to be interested. so yeah, it was a super last mintue decision.

i bought like 6 tops, 3 shorts (white, dark green and yellow), 2 thighs (black and black with shiny silver), 1 high sock (black). *strikes off a list of items from my list* in total i think i spent abt $120 ONLY. what i can say is, the place is a great place to find bargains! my mum also bought a hotpink sleeveless top too! (:

tomorrow, i'll be going out with my da sao to shop at AMK hub. hope that nothing will catch my eye again tmr. because i've shopped a lot today! but its alright, i'll give myself a valid reason to shop. its new year shopping! lols.

okay! i shall be a good girl and start working on my projects, study for test and the up-coming exams! because i can see that i'm like lagging behind for lots of subject. jia you! i can do it! i'll also have to tidy up my room and filter out stuff that i haven't been wearing in my wardrobe.

2008-01-21T06:29:00.000-08:00

wahahahahahaha! haven't been blogging for super long le. had lessons till 4pm, then cabbed down together with shortie, yiwen and fion to tanjong pagar there. cause me, yiwen and fion were going to this place to dye our hair. whee! so happy! we dyed the same colour, french beige or something liddat de. although, our hair colour shades very, but it still rocks can! haha!

and i also ordered a top from online. super nice can. its this grey colour v neck thingy. i've been wanting to get it like don't know how long ago lar! yeah yay! smiles! xD

2008-01-05T08:07:00.001-08:00

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2007-12-30T04:23:00.000-08:00

just got back from E-Guides camp not long ago. sorry jessica, i was suppose to meet you on sat but then i was too tired after the camp. we shall met up real soon k. sorry clique too, oh no lar i feel so guilty. i came back from the camp and i was so sick and tired that i slept all the way till 8.30pm. haiya! you people never give me morning call. i wanted to go down, but then by the time i reach there you people leaving liao. so no point! another day alright! :(

WHEE! i totally enjoyed myself during the camp. though, our group didn't had much people but thats not the main thing. the main thing is that we had team unity. lols. TEFNUT THE WAY TO GO! haha! TEFNUT=GODDESS OF WAR. was it? i think so lar. if i remembered it correctly. meet new friends and stuff. had lots of fun! broke a few rules though, shhhhhhhhhhh! silence alright. we tonn-ed in the clubroom for both the nights. not exactly ton lar. but we slept only for a few hrs. first night, we played monopoly and stuff. the 2nd night, we played asshole tai di with forfeit and stuff. sad arh, i lost 1 of the games and had to gurgle listerine for 30 secs. yucks! we went to the mini park behind TCC there too. its was super fun lar! we spent like a few hrs slacking and taking pics and stuff. haha!

hmmmm. hazim called me and asked if i wanted to join the FA team. im suppose to give him an answer on mon. still considering about it, im actually alright with it lar! but then i scared like i cannot make it and stuff, and like most of the FA's are malays so im kinda afraid that i cannot really join in. no lar! im not being racist or what, im just scared that cannot get along all that.

anyway, school's gonna reopen tomorrow. haiz! super sian! don't feel like going back to school can. going out with some of my clique members after school. then after that going to jordon's chalet. qing go to school alright! it will be a fun day! lols.

2007-12-26T18:08:00.000-08:00

hey pple! i'll be going for ESC E-guides camp. 27th December, 12pm to 29th December, 12pm. haha! so anything just msg or give me a call alright ((: ended up the camp only got shorty, fifi, zaza and me. so i'll be meeting fifi later on at bus-stop at 11.30pm. zaza will come later cause she is going malaysia. whee! hope that the camp will be fun!

wah! was super duper tired yesterday can. worked at Raffles City Robinsons at 4pm. was supposed to be working at Expo Hall 5 at 5.30pm, then i recieved this urgent call from the supervisor at 3pm. she asked me if i could go down to Raffles City instead cause there is some crazy sales going on. sian! my mum and esther wanted to come down and find me lar, if i was working at Expo. haiz. esther went to Century Square, wanted to find me then in the end go there saw ah bu! haha! can you imagine, being stuck inside i super small area storeroom from 4pm-11pm. what the! 7 freaking hrs lar.

okay i shall go and pack stuff for the camp le. super last min! hope i don't miss out anything. xD

2007-12-22T08:38:00.000-08:00

went to work, thought that i was going to be late. but i was super on time can, in fact earlier. papa fetched me to the bus-stop, took 10 to tampines inter. it was fun working today! apart from the stupid security guard lar. sian lor! super strict lar there. i punched card le, then went toliet together with elieen. but she is suppose to write on the paper, go toliet what time lar, come back what time de. so she sneaked out together with me, then when come back that time we bumped into the security guard. he as like where you work? what's your name? me: huh. i finish work already. then he was like what's ur name? me: i punched card already. idiotic right. haiyo. so i went out and help them buy food. bleah =X we aren't easy to catch k. nanny nanny poo poo

went to the pasar malam there to help ah bu find wrapping paper. but then there super not nice de. so i didn't get. bought ah bu xmas present frm tampines, it was what i was looking for can! i also bought 3 cute cute thing for me, see kia and liza. what a pity! they didn't have all pink le, so i bought different colours! hope that all of them will like the prezzies.

whee! okay, our class christmas party is still on. previously i was thinking of cancelling it off, cause its like fion didn't get back to me and stuff. and i don't have time to plan for the party cause i'm either working or busy with my brother's wedding stuff or shopping for xmas gifts. but at least now a lot more settled down le. so i shall ask my aunt if we can go to her ktv on the 25th. HAHA!

hmmmmm. hooray! its my brother's wedding tomorrow. its sure to be a hectic day with a lot of guests coming to my house and stuff. hope that everything will go on well. got to meet toot-dler early in the morning tmr, cause i got to get the cufflinks from him for my brother gift. okay i got to sleep early! nitex everyone! xD

2007-12-21T08:02:00.001-08:00

woke up at 11am, super don't feel like waking up. but bo bian cause the singtel people came to install the mio tv thingy and that dumb wireless reuter thing. sian! now worst lar, the wireless don't seem to be working can. now i'm like tapping at my neighbours wireless, don't now whoose. shhhhhhhhh! silence k =X HAHA! had lunch and stuff, went to work. it was enjoyable working there, apart from that place being super duper strict lar! its like sian lor, even go toliet also need to write down can. like the time you leave and the time when you came back. how ma fan lar! aiyoyo. then somemore here when pple want to buy, still must write down the billing thingy de lor. but the only advantage is at BHG Century Square we've got our personal storeroom and fitting room! especially the storeroom super shuang de can. i da pao-ed food and ate at the storeroom. heez!

whee! hooray mamn! i bought the exchange present for the christmas party le! and i also bought jessica's birthday and christmas combine present. super qiao lar! i was walked past to buy food at TM and i saw those cute stuff. so i got it! haha! but i haven't find time to shop for a suitable present for my clique yet eh, cause i wanted to get a present for everyone of them. shall hunt around for those gifts when i got extra time bah!

working at 9.30am tomorrow. same place, BHG Century Square, Level 2, New Line. haha! working morning shift till 6pm. then linda tomorrow also working same place. hooray mamn! she will be working afternoon till closing. super HAPPY lar! my aunt dropped by to look for me today. and the most coincedental thing was i bumped into her while walking to find a customer. cute right. so thoughtful of her, she bought me a box of sweets too! ((: thanks aunt!

2007-12-20T08:48:00.000-08:00

WHEE! i worked at 10am today. woke up at 8am, to prepare (eat, get dressed) then got out of the house at 9am. my dad gave me a ride to the bus-stop, luckily lar it was raining super heavily. getting used to that close to an hr ride to work can. making full use of my bus concession. HAHA! worked till 6.30pm. work today was better as compared to the previous 2 days, getting used to stuff. managed to go to the storeroom and get stocks, serve customers and etc. the thing is i've learnt how to be more independant. enjoying my job currently, apart from those lonely hr long breaktime. haiz! well, i guess its time for me to learn how to eat lunch and shop around alone. though it sucks totally! no choice :/

ended work, and i went to buy lingerie from Calvin Klein. lols. it was like super cheap lar! cause they've got to clear stocks as they will be closing down soon. heez! after that, went down to bugis to meet sarah. we shopped around and i manage to strike off a no. of stuffs from my wishlist. hooray! i bought a black covered shoes, those super comfortable and soft type for work @ $19.90. there was having some sort of discount. great! now my legs wuldn't ache as much! i also bought a black skinnies from bugis street, velvet material de. super nice lar! nicer than those normal denim type. i got it at $28! yeah yay! next time i wouldn't have to bring so many stuffs to work le. i can just wear those and head down to work after school or whatsoever. *clap claps* toot-dler came down to look for us after he ended work at 11pm. then we slacked around a bit, and walked towards suntec there and took 14 home. home sweet home!

will be working at century square, BHG level 2 was it? something liddat, working from 2.30pm-11pm. ((:

2007-12-19T07:36:00.000-08:00

i've just gotten myself a new job, retail. it under the boutique estique/ BG & Co. its my 2nd day at work today. worked from 11am-6.30pm, morning shift at centrepoint robinsons, Level 3. ouch! my legs ached super a lot, from the long hours of standing on my feet. and not to forget that killer pair of heels, that wasn't of my size. that idiotic pair of super high and thin stick of heels, with a pointy front. yesterday, worked with ah bu but at different shop, was at Estique and she was at BG & Co. the both shops were just side by side. HAHAHA! so we manage to go for lunch together! i almost fainted yesterday, really have no idea what happened. but i suddenly felt super unwell, my lips went white and my vision kind of blacked-out. it happened before, but that was like super long ago, some time early this year. anyway, went for break alone today! ultimate can. well, after all it isn't as bad as i thought it was, though it felt weird eating at a fastfood restaurant alone. but there wasn't any choice, so well ... ...

luckily, my brother and his gf came to look for me after work. and we went shopping for stuffs! HAHA! collected another set of uniform from the boutique. oh ya! i seriously need to get a good pair of comfortable black shoes, those super flat type and a pair of black skinnies super soon! so that i can wear it to work, at least don't need to bring so much stuff to work. after that, we walked to plaza singapura and had dinner at MOS burger. home sweet home.

okay i got to sleep soon! got to wake up early the next morning. cause i'm working 10am tomorrow same place. pple feel free to come down and find me k :)) sian! tomorrow is public holiday, hope it wouldn't be too crowded. sigh!~

2007-12-17T09:48:00.000-08:00

woke up, had breakfast and started tidying up the my table downstairs. prepared and went to town together with linda and sarah. to be more exact the ah family yeah. HAHA! xD went to cineleisure and walked around, searching for christmas presents for my lovely friends. went to the hong kong cafe to have dinner as we were super duper hungry lar! after that, went to takashimaya and far east. and went back to cineleisure again before heading our way home. whee! i manage to settle the christmas presents for my poly clique! so HAPPY!

okay! the christmas party for our clique has been confirmed. details are as follows:
VENUE: QING'S HOUSE
DATE: 24TH DECEMBER 2007
TIME: 5.30PM-NEXT MORNING
TYPE OF PARTY: POTLUCK PARTY (everyone is to bring a food item)
DRESSING: CAUSAL (anything comfortable)

**PS: everyone is to bring along a christmas present for the git exchange! ((: **
PLEASE TRY YOUR BEST TO COME AND WE'LL ASSURE THAT IT WILL BE AN ENJOYABLE ONE! xD

next in the plan will be N703 class christmas party. details are to be confirmed again! kindly inform me if you can make it. it will be on 25TH DECEMBER 2007. *planning in process*

2007-12-16T06:11:00.000-08:00

went for usual family gathering at my auntie's place. slacked there for the whole afternoon, had dinner and went home. called linda and we started planning for the up-coming christmas party for our clique! whee! hasn't confirm if its gonna be on 24th or 25th yet. but most prob will be on the 24th then countdown to christmas together! so people try your best to keep the 24th free wor! :D

haven't been meeting christina for super long! shall meet her up real soon! xD most probably meeting her on the 26th bah! yet to be confirmed. brother's wedding is around the corner. shall stay home and tidy up the house and help my mum around with stuffs, before she start nagging at me like a machine gun again yeah...

2007-12-15T07:33:00.000-08:00

woke up at about 11am this morning. had breakfast, tidied my table, did some improvement for HTM fila chart. prepared and went to help out at yunqi's CO concert at NAFA. met her friend, jasmine and her godsis and went there together. we were like trapped at the other side of the crossroads as we couldn't cross due to the rain. so we decided to get and drink and some bite while waiting for the rain to get smaller. see kia, see kia's bf, liza, ming feng and jin keat went to watch her performance too! in between songs, i sneaked and went to sit together with them. HAHA! i must say that their performance was REALLY great! gosh mamn! suddenly miss CO alot can. lols

after the performance ended, the others left first. then me, liza and ming feng went to nearby to have dinner. we had wantan mee, the famous parklane wantan mee. proceeded to bugis junction and bugis street to window-shop around a little. decided to go home, as it was considerably late. train-ed back home. and home sweet home.

CHRISTMAS is coming soon! the season of giving! yes, before i forget i better start compiling the name list and think of what to buy for my beloved friends! :D

2007-12-14T08:11:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO! its the end of papers for term test! haha. super duper happy! hmmm, well TBP was alright, apart from the 8 questions that he cheated on us lar. irritating! well, i left like 10 mins before the paper ended. like majority of the people had left lar, then i was like aiya bo bian lar, know is know, don't know jiu don't know. yeah! so i left the exam area and waited for them outside. quite dumb can. i was still in the midst of writing my ans when the fire alarm sounded. ultra annoying lar. that fake false alarm and announcements are like so frequently lar. bus-ed to bedok inter with zaza and geraldine and had lunch at the hawker centre. then we bus-ed again to sengkang and i went to ah bu's house. cool har. i can't believe it, but i actually remembered how to get to her house lar! i just appeared at her doorstep. HAHA! magical!

slacked at her house for a while, while she get prepared. played with snoopy, the doggy. it was adorably cute lar! then we bus-ed to hougang inter and then bus-ed to orchard. the journey was like close to an hr can. met sarah, yenly and kok yong first. walked around at far east and decided to go to cineleisure. oh my! i can't believe it lar, but i wouldn't imagine seeing so many people in cineleisure lor. saw ri kang together with the grp of 02 pple, sherry and clique, AJ, tze choong and wendy and morgan. anyway, we went subway to eat and then danny and hong giap joined us after that. watched alvin and the chipmunks. super-ly cute lar! those we haven't watch it, MUST watch k :)) after movies, we went to bugis and ate desert and took pictures! train-ed home today with yenly.

k now that papers are over. i shall start shopping for christmas and up-coming birthday presents.

2007-12-13T06:14:00.000-08:00

WHEE! another paper, ESFAC over. okay lar! today's paper was alright. quite predictable apart for some ticky traps here and there. after papers, went ITAS to have lunch together with liza, geraldine, fion, bad and kenrick. okays we wasted a hell lot of food can. but its not our fault lar. its cause the auntie was too generous in the portion. haha!

bus-ed home together with fion. weather was like scorching hot today can. i was melting away lar! wasn't in the stuyding mood, so i went to sleep. slept till 4 plus pm, woke up and started TBP-ing a little. watched tv, had dinner, watch tv, tbp-ed. mini-conference part 2 with liza and yunqi. ta-da! and here i am blogging =X

argh! cannot cannot cannot! shall get back into studying, tomorrow is the last paper. the very last lap to chiong and thats it. i better get to studying before i start regretting and feeling guilty again!

2007-12-12T02:49:00.000-08:00

total bored-ness! =X i can never imagine myself being more bored than these 2 days lar. the fact that you know the need to study, but just don't feel like it. haiz. just can't wait for the term tests to be over!

throughout the whole of today, i was like wasting my time away. flipping the stupid ESFAC book, hoping that some of the info gets into my brain. wasn't at all in the mood to study lar. then i decided to compile the TBP notes: that 8 questions out of boredom. had mini-conference together with see kia and liza. discussed about the graph thingy for esfac and started our usual crapping. HAHA! had dinner and here i am blogging ((:

tomorrow's is gonna be yet another boring day! ESFAC paper: 9.30am-10.30am. after that, head straight home and continuing the mugging process for TBP :( and after that term test is gonna be over! yeah mamn!

i miss you! but you no longer seem to care about me no more. what can i do. without your love, i am nothing...*just randoming around*

2007-12-11T05:03:00.000-08:00

qing can't wait for the term tests to be over. sian lor! i rotted half the day at home today can. flipping the ESFAC book to and fro. lols. simply just didn't know what to study. i stared at the book and then decided to take a nap. heez. then polar called and disrupted my sleeping process. chatted with her a bit. went back to flip and went to sleep again! =X

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER!!! gd luck in everything you do! stay happy always! ((:

shall get back to studying later on bah! haiz. parents are out, they went for some night visit. the whole house is mine. its the best time to study! lols. jia you QING! you just have to bear with it till fri, fri after 10.30am. WAHAHAHAHA! *iwanttogoshopping*

all i want is just happiness. simplicity of bliss. i just want some peace and serenity. shall not be bothered about love and stuff. it just makes my life in a total mess. i hate it especially when everything seems to be turning out fine, and in the end only to find out that you were close to NOTHING. the feeling simply sucks! i don't wish to go through this painful process no more...spare be the pain.

2007-12-10T05:50:00.000-08:00

WHEE! qing changed new phone: Nokia 6500 slide. super duper ultra happy! using line currently. haha! anyone who doesn't has my new hp no, just ask me for it k ((:

wasn't able to update my blog for the past few days, as my internet connection is like a bit haywire. bought super a lot of stuffs these few days. went out with mummy on a shopping spree on sat. bought phone, make-up, a clutch bag to go along with my the dress and a mini-bag for going out. i also bought a long wallet on fri.

today's emath2 paper was like super unexpected lar! sian! all i hope for is a pass which is good enough to cover my quiz result. bleah =X haha! left with 2 more papers, ESFAC and TBP. jia you QING! hope that my bro would recover soon.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YINING! wish yer all the best in everything you do yeah...smiles ((: sorry for not being able to celebrate your birthday, after term test k.

2007-12-02T07:32:00.001-08:00

argh! why are the post getting more and more irritating. i can't even change the font colour lar. sad arh. but i shall not let that be an excuse of me for not blogging. lols.

went out to town and shopped with my mummy. main purpose was to shop for my brother's wedding dress. saw 2 damn nice dressesm, but both were like super ex lar. i especially liked the one from WAREHOUSE, oh my! it was damn nice lar. my mum almost wanted to buy that for me. siao de! but there wasn't my size anymore. so too bad! it costs a stupid 319 bucks can. in the end, i bought this dress from isetan. and there was free necklace given as it was above $80 or something. ((:

sian! actually suppose to change my phone and get a new mobile line de. but then the phone that i wanted was like damn ex lar! $389!!! cause the previous promotion was already over and i didn't wanted to get N81. its like bulky and not as nice in terms of design. plus the camera was only 2.0 mega pix. as compared to Nokia 6500 slide (3.2 mega pix.) plus my broadband has got 2 more weeks before its expiration date. so well, ive just got to be more patient and wait yeah. but rest assured i'll confirm change my phone soon!!!